help!

ok this is a strange story and im not really how to explain it because im not sure wht exactly happened myself but ill try


ok im 18 and ive been into acid fr about 2 years and up untill 2 months ago i had never done more than 8 at once i was staying at my uncles in tenn. ok so we decide to trip and i was like i wanna trip hard so i take 12 and omg it was the most intense experience ever, nd nearing the end of my trip it was almost like something just clicked in me, i understood everything and saw it for what it was and i can draw and play musical instruments which i coul not do befor and and i hvae been meditating for a long time and befor i could meditate for maybe an hour an hour and a half now 3-4 hours is no problem, what the fuck happened i dont know if should embrace this stuff or try to go on like it never happened?! am i going crazy???

 

even if you were going crazy, by they context of your report, why would you even care?? for the record though, based on what you said, no you aren't going crazy.

 

i dont mind much its just that itsfreaking meeout because monntt agoi couldnt do any of these things and when i meditate i get this strange felling almost like im tripping but im not god its so confusing

 

Intelligence and Knowledge / understanding in excess can be taxing. Try to not take life too seriously going forward. It is what it is; kick back and enjoy the ride.

 

Well embrace yourself, but please learn to write coherently first haha.

 

well, technically, you ARE god.. consciouness is god. to get technical, quantum mechanics might help you understand. i'm pretty sure it was relayer who said this, but christ was just an allegry for christ consciousness, the true "god".. i don't even like using that word, i can see how it'd confuse you.

relayer, shapeshifter,etc, will definitely be able to explain it better than i can, especially considering they've actually tripped and i haven't.

 

(clarification).

 

oh sorry about typing some of it is my keyboard my keyboard is crap an i hit letters and they don't show up lol, butt i'll try to make it better, i know a little about the quantum mechanics and quantum physics from phycology but not much i hope it will help explain it lol

 

holy shit sry didn't even see that lol this key board sucks evertime i hit a key it goes twice or not at all

 

You named yourself Timothy Leary but you seem so out of touch with his viewpoints of spirituality!

"There is only one God who creates the universe. This God is my Brain. As the driver of this Brain I have created a universe in which there are innumerable other Gods of equal post-hive autonomy with whom I seek to interest. And my universe was, itself, created by a Higher Level of Divinity—DNA, whose mysteries and wonders I seek to understand and harmonize with."
- Dr. Timothy Leary, Ph.D

(someone here posted it, great quote)

But that thing you call God, it's been sitting right up there the whole time.
No this current state of ego of the 'you' or the 'I' is not 'God'.
But what creates the 'you', the 'I' is the same thing that is the 'God'
and it is all there for you to consciously work with if you choose to do so.

 

no when i said "god this is confusing" i wasn't refering to god, how do you mean im out of touch because im cinfused because all of a sudden i can do things i couldn't do thats not being out of touch it just means i was a little freaked out but i guess ill just go on with my life playying music and doing art lol

 

rygoody was referring to when you said "but im not god, its so confusing"

 

He never said that. He said:

when i meditate i get this strange feeling almost like I'm tripping, but I'm not.
God its so confusing

 

um you are fukin lucky

 

same thing happened to me after I took 10 doses. consider yourself lucky as I only know on other person who had it happen too. I get this strange feeling like im tripping just by thinking about it heh. If you think about it we are all constantly tripping on reality just different levels. I strongly believe people who trip perceive more of reality than people who don't.

 

yup thats what i men hank you lol. yes someone else , so i guess that means its ok

 

its not ok..you fucked your brain. shit. you goin insane boy.

 

no dont even start that stuff

 

oh, well then I apologize.
But still, the notion I was talking about does have pertinence.
Certainly theres nothing to be paranoid about in finding you have more in "there" when you go under the hymns of Leary in his saying "theres a whole universe in your brain, a whole world of information"

Or as Nietzhe said, your born knowing everything and through your life just discover that you already know it.

 

oh its started. dont you feel it. focus man focus. we aint never gonna be the same again. oh shiiiiyett.