What is the best and worst thing you did in your life?

I just had and idea to explain to myself what is the best and what is the worst thing in my life that I did, and did LSD help me realize that. I still can't make up my mind, but LSD helped me a lot to look at things this way and that is why it is not easy now just to pick up two things. It is not easy for me at all to say this is good and this is bad, and before LSD it was very easy. Right now, I am thinking who am I to decide that this is good and this is bad, maybe that is not bad at all, maybe it has a much bigger purpose that I can see. Maybe it is extremly good, but it looks bad to me just because it is hard to understand, or to look at it from another perspective?

Any thoughts, anyone who can easily say that this is the best and this is the worst thing that I've done in my life so far?

 

It's hard to pinpoint.
I don't really have metaphors attached to the feelings anymore.

 

the best thing you could do in your life might be whats best for you but might make someone elses life worse. or vic versa.

theres no really saying whats best and whats worst when it comes to actions because how many perspectives can you take on that one? how can you put words to actions at all?

 

Well that brings up the question of what makes up a good or bad event. It's a similar to asking if bad trips are actually bad. Sure at the moment it is pure torture, but you gain so much from it. A bad moment in life can be bad for many reasons, whether it be embarassing, degrading, or just a big mistake. But to say that the only outcome of that event was negative is to not see the whole picture.

If you are a smart person you learn from your mistakes, so why say that something was bad if you got knowledge or a lesson out of it. We have all had terrible moments in our lives, for example my early dating days were filled with bad choices and I didn't realize how that affected my social life until now. Now everyone in my high school has come to judge me on that and a few other mistakes I have done, but every mistake has taught me something that will help me greatly when I leave for to take on the world.

 

LSD has changed my life for the better in so many ways.

By the way - I LOVE Alex Grey. I tripped to a screening of the CoSM once and it was so incredible.

 

Thanks guys, that is exactly what I wanted to point out. Everything is happening with the reason, maybe there is nothing we can do to change our destiny, but there is one thing that we can do and I thank LSD for showing me that.
No matter what we are going through, we can enjoy it or hate it, we can choose to be relaxed and to enjoy life to the maximum, or we can choose to torture ourselfes with stupid questions and to always look for something that we are missing and make our life miserable. Istead of starting your day with a thought what am I missing in my life, we can start it with being happy with what we have, to appritiate small things and love for a family and whole world, to be happy and thankful to be alive, to live and let live!