Me too! I started to get a little depressed when I woke up this morning because my favorite holiday in the whole world is now over and I have to wait a whole year for another, but then I realized I'm 21 this year and New Years is less than a week away. I am getting drunk if it's the last thing I do (lol, I really know I shouldn't say that, but I've been 21 for a month and a half almost and still have yet to touch a drop of alcohol). And then like a week and a half after that, we're taking a weekend trip to Dallas, and then a week and a half after that, it's my boyfriend's 25th birthday. And from there on out, there's lots of neat stuff that could happen. I'm pretty excited about the near future.
I kinda like having no set plans for the future. I guess it depends. When other people set dates to hang out or plans for the future, i almost always despise them. when I have something I wana do in the future, It can rock pretty hard. but right now i'm kinda good just having a little bit more of nothing for a while. once 08 hits i'm getting my life back on track though.
I hate setting dates to hang out with people, too. I wish that they'd just randomly show up like they always do, because I'm kind of bad keeping up with people and sometimes get into funks where I don't want to be around anyone at all. Not planning to see them before time makes life a LOT easier. I also forgot that my best friend is going to likely be spending a few days with us in the next week or so. That's really exciting, too!
Pretty normal actually. People always seem to need to be occupied, either by the present or by the future. If not, they are faced with themselves and most people do not seem to be able to deal with themselves.
When I'm at work... looking forward to my cigg break honestly gets me through the day. It's a tad sad, but I'm stuck doing the work I promised myself to not ever do in my life... pointless drone office work. My family has no money, so I gotta do it if I want spending money though... it pays pretty well.
It's not that weird. I'm like that as well, life sort of feels empty if I have nothing to look forward to which is silly because I know I should enjoy everyday as it comes. Carpe diem and all that... But no, I have to have something special coming up in the future, all the time. Usually it's a trip somewhere, change of scenery. Sometimes even just little things. I just find life more satisfying when there's something exciting to look forward. Not that I'm particularly bored with the way my life is... it's plenty fulfilling. But I guess you always want something more...
sad is when the things you once looked forward to, now make you feel like pressing fast forward and skipping through life. Just to see what the next chapter brings.
