Extreme Sadness

So it's New Year's Eve and I've spend the day on my pj's feeling sad and I'm not gonna go out. I spent the whole weekend at home, I went out yesterday to see my friend who just got back from her trip and I had fun, but I had other things in my mind.
All my friends are in the you cant stay there, you must go out, but I really dont feel like it. It's weird, I'm trying to not be so sad, but I cant help it. All I want to do is sleep and whenever I try, the thoughts start racing through my mind... ugh
Life is so weird. Maybe I should get drunk here at home with my mom haha, that should be interesting.

 

Infinita, infinita tristeza!

At times we feel sad. Don't feel like you have to go out just because someone decided that a new year starts today and that you are socially obligated to get drunk.

 

I dont feel obligated. It's just I'm leaving soon and all that, so I dont know what's best if to stay at home thinking the same things over and over again or going out and who knows what happens if I go out. People are crazy today, I'll probably just end up doing things I dont want to do if I do go out.
Veremos que pasa.

 

Maybe you should just deal with your thoughts. Seems like a good day to do this on.

 

You guys ever have the feeling that something is gonna happen but you're not sure what? And that just staying off to the side but paying attention is the best thing to do?

 

i wanna join you in this sadness too ! i'm like an old lady sitting with her cats all da long and thinking how miserable her life is and hating everything ...it realy suck !!
i wanna join if u wanna get drunk but pls without the mom's

Life Suck !:/

 

Yeah, that was actually Friday for me. I was supposed to be somewhere else and I just decided to stay home chillin and think. I'm really glad I stayed, I would have totaly out of my comfort zone if I was anywhere else but home.

 

but my mom's cool :tongue:

 

I've been drained for days.

 

If you're going to stay in and be sad, that's not so good. As Rubin suggested, it's a great day to reflect on your thoughts and make plans for the new year. I mean you could do that any day but the calendar egging you on makes it more likely to actually happen.

If you decide for a quiet night in with your mom, that could be nice too. You'll probably remember it fondly one day when she's old and grey. I probably shoulda made plans to visit mine.

 

It's not making me feel good about 2008.

 

aw, whats wrong?

come chill with me.

i have nothing to do too.

im supposed to be in the city

man

 

I'll put on my floaters and swim there :tongue:

 

Chin up, chin up
Everybody loves a happy face
Wear it, share it
It'll brighten up the darkest place
Twinkle, sparkle
Let a little sunshine in
You'll be on the right side
Looking at the bright side
Up with your chinny chin chin

Chin up, Chin up
Put a little laughter in your eyes
Brave it, save it
Even though you're feeling otherwise
Rise up, wise up
Make a little smile begin
You'll be happy hearted
Once you get it started
Up with your chinny chin chin!

Chin down
You can't come frowning
Turn around
Starting, clowning
Think sad, your troubles double
Think glad, they burst like bubbles

Chin up, chin up
Every little time your spirits wilt
Chin up, chin up
Give your attitude in upward tilt
Twinkle, sparkle
Make a little fun begin
You'll be on the right side
Looking at the bright side
Up with your chinny chin
Chin up!





anyway i'm sorry you don't feel so good. i was pretty damn depressed about things in general on christmas and the day after...but....sometimes it just hits you. sometimes it lasts longer than others....i don't really know what to say though, because i dont really know what is wrong.

did you say something about leaving?

 

Its new years and i want to take a gun, put it to my head, and blow it off. My life sucks, i cant take this anymore. I wish there was something that can make my life so much better.

 

Just have to make a choice to MAKE it better... do what ya wanna do... just meditate on it, you'll come up with answers.

Yesterday/today was as the day before and before... each day's goal should be happiness, not obligation to give gifts, party like crazy... etc etc... whatever ya want.

Yesterday I asked what reason I had for staying up and bringing the new year in... shortly after I went to sleep

Best of wishes for all time to come... 08 means nothing.

 

everyone is supposed to be sad some time. just don't make the mistake of thinking that sadness is more than it is. wallow. eat some chocolate, watch some movies, throw a pity party, then take a hot bath and paint your toenails funny colors.

 

The song was the right thing to say. You are always so nice nesta , I'm leaving back to Ottawa on the 7th, but I'm completely indifferent about that. I'm actually looking forward to it because I like my alone time and here that doesnt exist.
I'm just sad about things that happen. I dont know life seeemed to be moving one way and apparently it made a wrong turn somewhere (like the Erykah Badu song haha), now I dont know where I am and what's going on... but I'm here and I try.

 

there's much to be learned from charlotte's web