just don't get it im sorry you feel incompetent i hope i don't sound repetitive only in me do i have confidence but you look so good that it lures me and you sound so good that it hurts me i dont know if you remember everything but i do. i know you try to live without regret maybe you dont regret anything but i do. i've been waiting for an apology when i shouldve been apologizing for my actions for being blind when all i wanted was to watch you grow to be a woman the warm-up is over. the symphony has began. dear you, please tell me i'm wrong tell me i am irrational that i am still searching blindly for someone who is ready for love someone right in front of me when i didnt even realize the depth of your understanding tell me i have made a mistake that i should've argued that i should've fought tell me that i let go too easily and should've made a scene tell me that i am immature tell me anything but lies i am weak i am confused i am wrong tell me when was the last time i held you all through the night? never a worry would run through my heart like a knife it feels like a zillion years and i know you don't want to wait anymore to find you is to lose you what is that for? tell me. tell me i'm not ready. unorthodox ridiculous tell me everything i need to know teach me and in turn learn from me every secret that you want to know but not that you need to know i don't need you to trust me just trust yourself. it takes time to become content to be pleased while the fire burns inside fueling your aspirations i don't underestimate you i will laugh at you i will tease you but i believe in you i believe in dreams and mind over matter maturity with childish tendencies if your love is a game i don't want to play unless you are the captain and choose me first so tell me i'm wrong tell me i don't make you dream tell me i don't make you think tell me i am ugly tell me our conversation is NOT the best you have ever had and lastly tell me you miss me. regret. the past isn't living and neither is grieving if you haven't woken up keep on dreaming tell me you can't change the past. tell me you will change my future.
Epic! The lenght in itself is impressive but you've got some great lines in there too. Nice! Peace and love
