My paranoia && [omg.bugged.out!]

Ok, so it's been a while since I posted in here.

I stoped smoking for three months, and just smoked the past three days in a row. Well I get so blazed so quick now, and i've been having these fucked up audio halucinations. I gotta hear some music when i'm stoned or I seriously get ill. I constantly hear peoples voices. And i'm paranoid that they are talking about me. But in reality they arent even there! It fuckin sucks.

[omg.bugged.out!]

So anyway ... I went outside a few minutes ago to smoke 2 bowls, and that was what I was thinking about ... so I was thinking about what I wanted to play when I got back inside ... a nd I thought about the Gorillaz. Ok, so my favorite song is Kids With Guns ... so i'm jammin out to that in my head. I get inside and turn my mp3 player on. And I shit you not, the song that was on was Kids With Guns. Out of over a thousand songs it coulda been ... it was the very song I was rocking out to in my head. I was bugged the fuck out.


Cheers to Monday morning!

 

That's pretty sick. I love when the song I want to hear comes on out of so many songs. The voices would definitely freak me out, though.

 

pssst!

they're watching you!

 

I'm serious!

I smoked a bowl with a friend the other night and went to the bar.

GAWD, that was hell. I thought every person in there was talking about me.

I used to LOVE being stoned in public, but now I just get freaked out.

 

i know what you mean, i cannot smoke and go in public without getting a little bit paranoid. in high school when i didn't smoke all too often, i would go to school high and think everybody was looking at me, and think everybody knew i was high. it freaked me out every time. and even now i smoke a lot more but i still get a bit paranoid when i go out in public.

i bet once you start up smoking a lot again that the freaking out will die down.
your tolerance is probably way low.


as for the song playing, that's a pretty weird coincodence!