I just want to experience Ecstasy once more....

Alrite so here's the deal:
I was on Prozac for 3 months (June to mid-October). I quit because I wanted to experience Ecstasy for my first time. My first roll was exactly 1 week after I stop taking Prozac. I took 3 capsules of pure MDMA, and they did very little. My mind was thinking it was on E but really I know I wasn't. I kept taking it, each week expecting more than the last. The doctor told me that the half life is about 6weeks (meaning I couldn't have a good roll until mid-december.

So I waited until then, but now the doctor put me on a new prescription for Celexa (another SSRI). I know it's wrong to go against doctors orders but I'm not taking my celexa because I want Ecstasy just once more. I haven't had money in a while, and this is really pissing me off. So yea that's just my little rant.

 

Your doctor prescribes you SSRI's? I asked my doctor about it and he said you have to be 18.
Anyways, stopping your intake of Celexa for abit wont really hinder you.

 

that's weird. i guess in canada it's different, cause my sister is taking sertraline and i'm pretty sure my cousin was taking some type of ssri.

 

Go for it. A positive change in mood is much better than a life of perscription drugs in my opinion.

 

Explain to me how a legal, relatively safe mood-changing drug is worse than some shitty club drug cut with speed that makes people like shitty music and dance like retards.

 

I agree, even though I dont support SSRIs much

 

First off she said she took some pure MDMA. Which is around believe it or not. Pure is much cleaner and much safer then anything that is cut.Not every pill is cut horribly, although some are and not everyone will dance to shitty music in clubs. Second not every pill is cut with speed when they are cut. There are smacky pills and speedy pills. Logic should help you figure out the difference. Obviously your opinion on this is ignorant. Rolling is all about the environment you are in and how you want to stimulate the drug. Some people take it in clubs, some in nature, some in little hotel rooms to help them last longer to each thier own. Just because things are legal do not mean that they wont have a negative affect on your body eighther. so honestly she is trying to choose between the less of two evils.

 

lol i'm a guy.

anyway, i'm not saying that i'm giving up my prescription meds just so i can continue rolling...i'm just saying that i've never felt the true effect of mdma and really want to before i get back on these stupid ssris.

 

The fact that you're 25 and still defending ecstasy as worthwhile means I don't care what you have to say. My father always told me if I was still getting drunk/partying at 25, I was a loser. It's tragic your father never told you the same.

If telling teenage kids to take an illegal and almost always cut drugs with a potential for disaster is your thing, well, good on you I guess. You sound like a wonderful person.

 

THere's a difference between someone who starts doing drugs in their teens and continues to well into their mid twenties, thereby perpetuating their childhood and someone who is already in their twenties and soberly chooses to take a powerful street drug, notwithstanding being in a career or some other obligation that involves risk of drug test, intolerance, etc. I would give accolades to that second category for their disregard for pretense and willingness to live on the edge, you might say.

you should read the rec drug users pledge; if every drug user followed it, there would not be such absolute stigma about drugs like E. they can be useful in personal revelation, expanding comfort zones, and therapeutic to relationships. moderation is happiness

 

That made me laugh so hard, life is about having fun, so wether you're 30, 15 or 25, you still can party and enjoy life as much as possible. Tell me what do you do? It's tragic that your father learns you stuff like that, totaly a big ignorant.

 

You're showing your youth. The tragedy isn't that he is enjoying himself, but that what he enjoys hasn't grown up with him.

What do I do? I'm finishing up a degree, getting ready for law school. I spend my time learning, raising a puppy, living with my girlfriend, working long shifts in the bush in the summer, photography, backcountry skiing, playing hockey, travelling.

Don't take me for some little prude. I'm an ex-alcoholic/coke addict. I've partied plenty. I'm much happier now drug free than I was even the first couple times I tried anything.

 

^yeah man to each his own. Drugs are definitely not for everyone, but the right to determine one's own opinion about them is.

 

That's stupid. I would never stop a medicine that probably is helping to take a drug that just me makes me stare at colors and dance a lot.

 

Good for you. I'm sure your life will be great, you'll be a successful lawyer, you'll marry your girlfriend and you'll add some kids to the mix.

But drugs aren't inherently bad. Sure, they're not for everyone - you'll be the first to admit that. What ruins lives, however, is addiction and excessive use. As long as you don't let them take over, drugs can be great for spicing up your life and for connecting with people on new levels, etc. I've had lots of incredible experiences, and deep friendships formed, with the help of drugs.

Your father's advice was foolish. Let people do what they want to; as long as they're not hurting anyone, what do you care? Why judge someone because of some arbitrary, insignificant thing? People are different. I'm sure you're very proud of your life and where it's headed, and rightfully so, but don't look down your nose on your fellow man because his values aren't identical to yours.

 

And you speak of others lives like you know what the fuck you are talking about. Fuck you and your talk about youth! I was on my own when I was 16 years old. I still graduated from highschool and got a good job right away. When I was 19 I supported myself and my girlfriend until I was 22 then I had my son. Then I worked full-time to support my three person family, went to school and obtained 33 certifications in my line of work. Now I am a single father, (which by the way my choice to party had nothing to do with the breakup of me and my ex,) I work full-time, Im making very good money, I am constantly taking more classes to learn more products, I still skateboard and rollarblade. I like to play cards. I own a 67' stingray and a fourwins 17' boat. I am looking to buy my first home. I am in the midst of starting a production company in Chicago... And so on and so forth...
Just because you had a problem in your youth that YOU could not controll does not mean that everyone needs to live by your beliefs. I think you are ignorant and weak.
And I think lil daddys bitch boys who have no clue about others lives but still love to open thier big fucking silver spoon fed mouths need to take a hearty spoon full of STFU and kiss my ass!

 

/rant Off

 

well you've never experienced ecstasy if that's all that it does for you.

but i just took some last friday. i had 2 tabs, and 2 hits of acid, but in one of the tabs there was a bunch of ketamine. anyway, i nearly died that night. fucking dealers, well i don't think i'll touch e for a while now. i also tried hitting on every girl there, it's so embarrassing cause some of those girls were actual friends that i'd never think of hitting on. anyway, i guess it was just too many drugs for my body to handle. i think i gotta take it easy from now on.

 

Ya candy flippin is a good time if you control yourself..... Wow buddy thats alot of drugs all at once. I would definetly say to take it much easier next time. Plus if you are used to taking two rolls at once you are getting seriously cut shit. (or k? im sorry bout that bro its a shitty thing to do but people do it all the time.) I would suggest that you find another dealer or jus stop taking man made drugs from your area.
ps The shit I get I can take 1/4 tab and be fucked up for like 6 hours... MDMA is a strong drug it shouldnt take much...

 

^well in my area the tabs have like just a tiny bit of mdma so if you take 1 you really won't feel much. 2 is a good dose is, but there's people i know who can't feel anything unless they take 4-5.