- My Family -

All of you, the regulars who post here, and the newcomers who are sticking around, are my family. Everyone of you means much to me, the ones who know me well know who they are. But to be able to come here and share our life experiences and different perceptions of spirituality, philosophy, and psychedelic energy is more than a blessing. It is a high level miracle and a beautiful gift given to every one of us. We all make an impact on each other in numerous, valuable ways, and the energy we are putting into our posts is something that is far more rare than what you find these days in the phsyical communications we generally have. I dont know what I would do without all of you here, it's not a matter of me feeling alone in my journey, nor is it a level of insecurity I ever had before finding so many open minded and like minded friends, but it is overwhelming how much love we are sharing here. Just to be able to come and relax and share all of our insights and divine understandings is something I am thankful for everyday. In a way, I feel as if I know most of you on a more than personal level, and I dont attribute this to our shared appreciation of LSD alone. Our souls brought us all together here and for whatever reason, we are sticking to each other. We are changing and shaping each other every time we visit this incredible forum, and I take away a new level of consciousness every time I turn the computer off and go interact with the rest of our family.
I just wanted to let you know that there is not a one among any of you whom I dislike in the least. I love you all as more than just my human family, and more than our shared nature as children of God. I love you all as my close friends, and the family feel cant be denied.
I hope you all keep tripping, having happy trails and keep reaching for the light glowing at the altar centered within your central temple of mind, body and soul.
What we are tapping into is an objective, transcendental state of awareness where there is no forgiveness and there is no healing. It is pure, intelligent, accepting Love that only bestows mercy and knowledge on us if we chose to accept it.
Namaste my family, friends, and fellow psychonauts! Good night, good health, good life, good veggies and sunshine and peace. Om shanti om om OM sandalwood, japa mala, nag champa blue soda and for the love of Christ let's be happy

P.S. I LOVE YOU ALL!
P.P.S and I am not hight, btw -

 

yesss

 

Heartwarming, this is a great forum though

 

aww its beautiful
if any of you come to oregon feel free to message me (I live in oregon)

 

you're a good man.

 

indeed
you're good people relayer
i've learned more from you, 3xi, shapeshifter, rygoody, mara, etc., than public school.

 

Yea man, Shapeshifter is a heavy dude, he drops some pure knowledge on here pretty often! Same with his wife but I dont really see her posting much anymore, LSDASAP I think was her handle. 3xi and I have had our arguments, only to come out on top and be friends, also a wide minded guy, same with his wife mara, an awesome God lover like myself! Rygoody, seems kind of new to the energy but his longing to understand the finer electricities is refreshing and encouraging to my own continutation of metaphysical study. Autentiqte, never took LSD but is by far the most tripped out person I know, in person. StayLoose, also kind of new to the mind bending but jumps right in like those dudes who swim in the arctic ocean for fun. Prismatism is just a pure light beam of love, no need to say anymore about her. Hippiehillbilly and Dilligaf are who I wish was my parents when my soul blasted forth into existance :tongue: Swoosh reminds me of me at 16, except he has a much vaster vocabulary. I could go on naming the rest of you beautiful souls but I have to get back to work!
Namaste kids, stay silly and keep tapping your mind's well for wonder water

 

well said relayer i feel exactly as you do..

i remember a couple weeks ago when it was getting pretty heated in the society forum on here and i kept arguing with 3xi...it's really stupid to argue like that with any of you on here. i would always log off and then feel a little bad. in the future feel free to flame me if i ever do anything like that again. I would also like to take this opportunity to apologize to 3xi. I still hold onto my views and beliefs, but I am very sorry that I expressed them as I did. Thanks guys keep up the great postings..

P.S. I like the ending to that one relayer....(btw. im not high) lol.

 

I love you guys soooo much!!!
I don't want to name every one of you because I might forget some soo dear souls, but I am so happy that I helped at least one of you, than the whole life have so much more maening, it gives me even more wish to continue writing and sending all my love to you guys. I learned from all of you soo much, because we all have all the knowledge in us since forever, but only when you say what you feel, only than you REALY realize what was always sitting deeply in all of us and waited to be said and realized. I would never be the same person like I am today without you guys. Every time I write here, I feel so reliefed and happy, so recharged to go and spread this love that we have here. My wife feels the same, but lately we have some obligations and she will be back soon, maybe in a month time, I am catching some time while I am on work and write. I can't stand the day when I don't have time to come here, I just want to know how everybody is, what's happening. As Relayer said, you are my family, we are all one! I don't feel complete if I didn't check that all of you are fine!

May God give you all my love!

 

wow--my heart swelled reading all these. what a great thing to read as i start my day! i'm glad i'm not alone feeling like this. 3xi & i were talking the other night saying that this forum has become our social life--but its true and i'm so ok with that. we have friends & family we see and stuff...but NO ONE trips & very few are even remotely spiritual. this is the only place where we find kindreds. for me, this forum is like some people go to church groups--we talk about all things holy --about life-the holies of holies! i always feel like my vibrations rise when i communicate with some of you--and yes relayer--it feels just like family! ABSOLUTELY--its the STRANGEST thing...but i guess not--spirit and love do not suffer the limitations of time & space...and the spirits on here are certainly big enough to cross the lands and oceans that seperate us.


i am grateful for each and every one of you and send you all a big warm hug. :grouphug:

 

You guys are the best! Let's keep spreading the Love, it's our dharma
Hare Krsna Hare Krsna
Krsna Krsna Hare Hare
Hare Rama Hare Rama
Rama Rama Hare Hare

Sarva Mangala Maangalye, Shive Sarvaartha Saadhike
Sharanye Tryambake Gaurii, Naaraayanii Namostute

Who is this unique warrior woman?
Her terrifying war cry
pervades the universal battleground.
Who is this incomparable feminine principle?
Contemplating her limitless nature,
the passion to possess and be gratified dissolves.
Who is this elusive wisdom woman?
Her smooth and fragrant body of intense awareness
is like the petal of a dark blue lotus.

A single eye of knowledge
shines from her noble forehead
like a moon so full its light engulfs the sun.
This mysterious Goddess, eternally sixteen,
is naked brilliance, transparent insight.
Cascades of black hair stream down her back
to touch her dancing feet.
Perfect in the art of wisdom warfare
she is the treasury of every excellence,
the reservoir of all that is good.

Her poet sings with unshakable assurance:
"Anyone who lives consciously in the presence
of this resplendent savioress
can conquer Death with the drumbeat
Ma! Ma! Ma!"
- Ramprasad

 

when i first started posting on the hip forums i was not looking for much. i had just moved to toronto from british columbia so as you might guess i was looking to make some new friends. not knowing where to look in toronto to find some kindred i went to the internet in hopes that i would find out where i could find people in my area. most of the people around would never be into trying LSD and would think differently of me if they knew that i used the drug. obviously i would not consider them good friends. my family knows about my drug use because i don't like keeping secrets - they don't have a problem with my drug use as they do their absolute best to convince themselves that i am not doing what they know i am.(we just don't talk about it anymore and they hope that means that i don't do that stuff anymore when they should know better) anyways, like mara-aum said, at this point in time we don't have any real social life. not that we don't have friends just that we don't have any friends that we can share this important part of our lives with. we are desperate for a sense of community but will not become one of 'them' so we can fit in. we must find people like ourselves. although we all live so far away from each other and typing words on a forum is our only way to connect i still feel like we are a community. we don't always agree but we all have something in common and like most of you say there is a lot of love here and relayer has found a better word than community. we are a family and we all agree that we need each other in some way. of course we would all get along fine without the forums but it is obvious how much of an effect we have on one and other. i have come a long way since being on the forums and i couldn't have done it with out you guys. having said that i am sure i will be a regular contributor to the forums for many years to come. as my life gets busy i will make sure i make time for the forums. at this point i have lots of time because i am recovering from shoulder tendonitis and had to put the band on hold. when i have work, my wife, the band, and the forum to make time for i am sure i will be here less and less. i thank you all for such kind words and i love you all as well.

thanx for the invite rygoody are you sure you mean that? (even me)

same goes for all of you - if you ever find yourself in toronto, ontario, canada drop us a line.

does anyone ever go to the 10,000 lakes festival in detroit lakes mn? or has anyone wanted to go? we have never been but we are looking forward to going either this year or next. i think it would be cool for people to meet up at a show like that. what do ya think? here is the link http://www.10klf.com/

 

ya... although I live with my parents so I couldn't host any gatherings here
atleast... until I move out

It's interesting 3xi that you say we are all desperate for sense of community. I was reading this channeling like 3 weeks ago and this woman said that 2008 is the year that we will gather into communities.

 

There is one more thing that I want to point out.
When I joined this forum, there were always so many arguments and insults all around.
Check what we created, what a warm and beautifull wave, witch can show the light to even most pesimistic people, we all shaped each other that there is nothing more than pure love and exeptance, in the worst case tolerance and respect for everyones opinion. We would not be able to do it without each other!!
Does my nickname make some more sence what it means now?

Thank you guys with all my heart for letting me beeing me!

Love you all!!

 

it makes me so happy to come on here and see stuff like this... you all know how much i love you to pieces. this is beautiful.

i don't think that the fact that this is all "just the computer" detracts at all from the significance... we all know that everything is so much more than "just" whatever it is. that's why we're here. and we're all really *here*.


so much love!!!!

 

happy birthday buddy!

although you have many wonderful things to say and i know you have some effect on me, as far as helping me understand how to be a better person on these forums you were of little help. relayer and others who took the time to be honest with me were more of a help. although most of them wound up resorting to insults at some point their underlying message was clear. if you could have taken the time to send me a pm and try to help me understand how you view me and my presentation of myself i could have come around faster. i respect you very much and i know that your words would have been enlightening but for some reason you felt like you should refrain from telling me what you thought of me. maybe you thought that you would upset me or something - that is insulting in a way, that you would assume that i would not be thankful to hear your words. many people yell and scream in defense when someone has personal advice for them but that’s not me and to assume that i am incapable of accepting a friends criticism is an insult. i realize that this is not your intention and that your ways are different than mine but please do your best to here me out.
i guess what i am trying to say is that i expect my friends to be upfront and honest with me. if anyone ever has any personal advice that might even be considered an attack could you please take the time to enlighten me. please take the time to help me understand how you view me - if there is something that you don't like about my attitude or beliefs please take the time to address these issues in a way that is constructive. i guess i feel like shapeshifter and others could do a little more to help others understand themselves. the better i understand how others view me the better i understand myself and what i must do to become a better person. many of you know that i am all about becoming the best person i can be and that is exactly why i ask you all to be honest with me and to not hold back for the sake of being polite. i feel that many people play it too safe so that they don't upset people. well i got news for ya, we all get upset and i don't think anyone can be a good friend if they don't upset their friend once and a while. it hurts to know that someone thinks badly of you but it is better that you know so that you don't continue to let them down.

i know that we all have other responsibilities in life and not everyone has time to be my therapist but i ask you to feel free to tell me what you think of me - actually i would be disappointed in you if you didn't.

 

you know I think we need a forum separate from LSD.


I know I haven't been here that long, but often there are times where I want to talk to you guys about stuff. Not LSD, but just problems I have in my day to day life. I don't really know any of you, but I really like how you guys think and how you all are so full of love. This is one place where i know I could post a question I have and not feel stupid and not worry about someone trying to put me down. The only reason I never feel comfortable doing so is because if it doesn't have anything to do with LSD, I feel like I shouldn't start a thread. I wish we had a forum all of you visited regularly where we just talk about things like that.

well keep the wisdom and love coming brothers and sisters! I wish you all the best.

 

I haven't been here long, but i've felt welcome. Some of the most amazing people I've ever talked with are on here. But I feel my age an inexperience in life separates me from everyone a lot, plus I doubt anyone really knows me . But this is one place I can speak my mind and people will understand what I'm saying and or think I'm weird because of what I said.....I feel a connection here, and i thank you guys for that. That you all

 

create one! i think its a great idea! we often go off topic here anyway--because lsd is merely the gateway to all these other life situations/perceptions etc...so i guess it "seems" like we're off topic-but i guess we're not--its the nature of lsd to bring up all this other stuff and i think this family on here would love to be there for each other in other areas of life as well. i know i'm here for you all anytime.

maybe relayer would know how we could create a forum not just about lsd but for trippers like us in general? maybe one already exists? not too sure--please advise--i'm interested.