a bunch of OBE's and a new hookup.

well i didnt post it yesterday because i was very very tired, but thats when it started. first day back to college, in the workshop. i had been listening to trance all day on mp3, and had been filing a difficult curve delicately to a piece of metal. now only way i can describe what happened, i disconnected from my body - i was completely sober and everything. my mind had been completely blank for atleast 15min straight, only music was playing. i felt like i was the music. so then i stop, i look at my dirty hands and start flexing the fingers and turning them, i couldnt believe it, it was like i was me, and it was amazing - and i couldnt believe it, like a dream or something, so for maybe 10sec i appreciated my life more then i have ever, it was just bursting heat from the inside. it worn me out alot, after i was really really tired, but the absense of me made me appreciate my body somehow, i dunno its like ur not home for along time, and when u get home its like aaaah home sweet home. i didnt tell this to anyone but it was amazing, i dont know if it counts as an out of body experience or not. But anyway im walking home after going to the bank on the same day, and i smell pot. so i see this really respectable and frendly looking guy smoking a spliff, i walk past, then say fuck it why not, go up to him say hi and ask if he could help me get somebud. i have been having alot of trouble having a decent and reliable hookup, he takes me to the guy and on the way there had a very interesting talk, wont go into detail - but the most intelligent stoner i met in RL, hes like 30 or something. so i get some bud, we smoked and we split, i had to get home. so fine now i have some weed 4 the weekend. today college was really really slow. anyway, listening all day to trance again, on the way home, t was raining and the sky was patchy, a mix of blue and grey, and allthough i was soaked and cold and Varius/Lost tribe - Gamemaster started to play, and everything just seemed so beautifull and amazing, again i was thought free and felt outside of my body, but this time emotions were kicking it so much, and i almost shed a tear of how happy i was, i just felt like i could do anything, like life was a piece of canvas, i can paint the most beatifull scene with even the shittiest paint (paint=life) so i just felt like i was me again, and it was amazing - yet im really really tired again. i dunno its really hard to explain feelings, when u feel like 50 different things at once, and u feel like you died and just became reborn for a moment, its impossible to say how amazing it feels. wow. and just for the record, this is 100% true, i have no need to lie about something like this, i would just like thoughts on this. keep in mind i was not under any effect from substances, i havent meditated yet so i cant forcemyself to stop thinking and just be in limbo, and basicly i have never had anything like this before. ive been in wormholes and viual and mental trips when really high but nothing like i have sober.

 

You mean a trance like a song? What song was it.

 

trance, style of music. its from classic euphoria album.
anyway i think i understand what happened:

Sensory deprivation or sensory overload. Various techniques aim to cause intense disorientation of the subject by making him lose his space and time references.[citation needed] The first technique, attempting to fall asleep without losing consciousness, can be considered to be a passive form of sensory deprivation. The brain tends to fill in the gaps when there is nothing getting into the senses for some time. Sensory overload consists of the opposite, where the subject can for instance be rocked for a long time in a specially designed cradle, or submit to light forms of torture, to cause the brain to shut itself off from all sensory input. Both conditions tend to cause confusion and this disorientation often permits the subject to experience vivid, ethereal out-of-body experiences. This tends to happen when the subject believes he or she is in a particular position, whereas his or her actual body is either rocking in a cradle actively, or still lying down. Consciousness suddenly transfers to the mental body.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Out-of-body_experience



classic euphoria cd2 (my fave songs)

1.Set In Stone - with Bedrock
2.Children - with Robert Miles
3.Is It A Sin (Cicada's Stadium Remix) - with Deepest Blue
4.Satisfaction - with Benny Benassi, The Biz
5.Time To Burn - with Storm
6.Everytime - with Lustral
7.For An Angel (PvD E-werk Club Mix) - with Paul Van Dyk
8.Synaesthesia (Fly Away) (Paul Van Dyk Dub Mix) - with Thrillseekers, Sheryl Deane
9.The Whiteroom - with Adam White, Andy Moor, Whiteroom
10.Silence (DJ Tiesto's In Search Of Sunrise Remix) - with Delerium, Sarah McLachlan
11.Gamemaster - with Lost Tribe
12.Not Over Yet (Matt Darey Remix) - with Grace
13.Warrior - with Warrior
14.You're Not Alone (Oakenfold & Osbourne Remix) - with Olive
15.Beautiful - with Matt Darey, Marcella Woods
16.Southern Sun (DJ Tiesto Mix) - with Oakenfold

http://www.tesco.com/entertainment/product.aspx?R=697087



anyway im looking into meditation techniques, i truelly crave to meditate now, the feelings were the best, i dunno maybe lifechanging, to think a state like that can be achieved at anytime.

 

that sounds awesome man. i completly understand the feeling of just getting lost in this insane trippy rush.

 

Green I thought you would know better than to write a giant wall of text. tis tis tis.