Is it possible to have a two coexisting conscience's while tripping? When ever I've tripped on DXM, I've always had this two conscience thing going. Like, my thought was split in half. One part of me would be tripping and having a good time, while the other was aware of reality. It has helped me a lot when a friend started freaking out or wanted to do something stupid, or when I felt like things were starting to go bad. I was only aware of this other conscience when things started to go bad, and I was able to bring up all the information I could remember to help calm my friend down. So I wanna know if this can happen on cid? Has anyone else have this happen?
I have it on mushroom almost instantly and automatically. The last time I ate them, within 10 minutes of chewing them down I was sitting on a couch, and all of a sudden I was perceiving myself from above and behind, like looking down on myself, and at the same time I was looking through my physical eyes. It then turned into the 'beyond' consciousness could perceive it's surrounding from any point 'I' chose to be at, if this makes sense. Manas and Chit, mind and ego, two very different and distinct parts of awareness and this is the first part of traditional yoga, to seperate the two and open the soul in between
Its a weird feeling isn't it? It makes you feel like your mind is so powerful.....no thought unconcievable, no limites to your mind. It brings you into a whole new realm of thinking. Well I'm about trip for the first time and I wanna know if it is possible to talk yourself out of a starting to go bad or a bad trip.
Whenever you feel a bad trip coming on, reaffirm to yourself that this too shall pass. No matter how weird you may feel, know in your deepest thoughts that it'll pass. This always has helped me when the going got rough during trips. Be safe and be wise.
thank you. I don't plan on taking a lot so just in case things do start going bad, I'm not totally out there. I heard you should never fight it,but just flow with it. Would distrcating myself with music or meditation be ok?
I've experienced the coexisting conscience two times while tripping and several others while not tripping. To me it feels like being the main character in a movie, but you are also the narrator. You are doing whatever you are doing, but there's this voice or more like a feeling in the background "She is unsure if she likes this trip or wants it to stop". Everything feels extra personal and completely depersonalized at the same time, like experiencing things from two different standpoints simultaneously.
