I had an epiphany recently and i was a true dickhead to my once best friend. I would go over to his and literally make my self at home eat his food etc but at the time i didnt realize that what i was doing was wrong and what it would cost me. I never payed him back for the alcohol i drank and food i ate and now it has cost me my best friend. Its sad to think that something so small can compound and cost someone so much. I have been contemplating aploigising to him but its been over a year since we pretty much stopped talking although i still reguarly hear about him through his girlfriend who also happens to be another great friend of mine, so i dont know if its worth me apoligising to him because im not sure it would mean much for him, it would certainly clear my heart but i dunno. I guess i was just a grade A dickhead and now its cost me.
This sounds pretty good, do that. And if it's your best friend, then hell yeah it's worth apologising man; tell him you realize you were a dick and that you'll try to make it up to him or something.
I think an apology will make everyone feel a bit better. And if he accepts take him and his girlfriend out to eat or make them some dinner, then party! (on you) and youd be even steven/