i really like weed. the feeling and everthing it does to you while your high. But what is the price being payed for this pleasure? I only smoke on the weekends and ive been smoking for a few months. IM already beginning to feel as if my mind is gone. It has spiraled out of my control. I cant remember anything. For example. I cant remember if i spent the weekend with my dad or not and i feel as if i dont have any self confidence anymore. I cant talk to people like i used to have could. Cant look anyone in the eyes and talk to them. Find my self haveing anxiety issues at night. But what else am i to do? all of my friends smoke bud. So if i quit im still gonna have the urge to smoke when they smoke. Just for the fact of being around it. My question is what should i do? (sorry if this is confusing)
Just chill for now a lot of it is just in your mind..a little break might do you good to get your stuff straight
you're only 15, you could also just going thru some changes too. Take a break... month or so, and see how you feel.
crack, heroin, p2p, mescaline, opiates, all good ideas... /sarcasm Like jim said, just chill for a little. It's often times just as fun to watch other people get high as it is to smoke. That way you can screw with their minds and they'll have no way to retalliate while you revile in you ingeniousness
I agree with Astrofabrical but only to deuschebags. I went through that phase when u lose some confidence and u think to yourself whats happeneing but i think its more of a growing up and facing things for what they are.. it doesnt hurt to take a break and clear your mind and try to apprpoach things sober. If your friends dont "get" why your traking a break or think your a puss or whatever there not good friends.
i think im gonna chill on it for a bit after this weekend. Cause we have already bought what were smoking for the weekend. and 20 dollars of my money is in it.
Or you could try this. Instead of smoking to get "stoned" just take like 1 or 2 large hits then stop. If your friends give you crap just tell them you're a lightweight or something. There are times that I like smoking just to be a little silly, but not stoned. Thats usually what I do before homework or going out with my family.
Well you have to make a choice. Weed is not for everyone, I know a couple of people that experience anxiety, shakes etc and they basically stopped. Having a toke with your friends to be sociable should be fine.
yah I can relate to the parents thing. I dont even look them in the eyes or want to get near them cuz I fear of being smelled. It really hurts the relationship. If they were open then I could probably be around them more...
