just talk to me... PLEASE read!

\ i went to gods basement... rolled super hard... still am... and speedy and trippy too. had a CRAZY night... so fucked up, so much fun but then when i was rolling hard, dancing all night... i went into shock cause someone got shot outside. people hiding under tables and stuff and i was rolling and it was soooo sad and scary. ive never been in a situation like that.

 

im so glad to be home and everyone save, no one in trouble... life is so weird. we dont live in a bubble. i feel like there is a lesson about living each and every day in here.....

 

im really hoping someone will be able to talk to me for a few on aim or thru pm's....

 

wish in one hand and shit in the other..

which fills up first?

 

Life is seriously just so precious. Sometimes you notice it. All the shock and sadness but the way people pulled together. i was OKAY. tragic, beautiful world at times....

 

a friend is talking to me. im okay considering. was so bugged out.

i really need to watch the philly news then.

 

so precious that you choose to go through it in a drunken drug addled stupor..

nice..

 

im not drunk seriously. i am still rolling and the pills are really trippy. i had a great night overall. just kinda tragic and real seeming how stuff like that can happen. it saddens me.

 

Talk to me, LuckyStripe. I'm here.

 

i hate guns. im okay. but ill never forget this night and i dont think i wanna go back there anytime soon IF AT ALL.

 

Are you hungry?

 

Yeah I really am hungry but its hard to eat. I need to come up with something good that I can eat soon.

 

it was so scary not knowing what was going on and everyone hiding. i was just praying for everyone there. i lost everyone and this really sweet candy raver hid me in a back room where i could hide cause we didnt know if someone in there still had a gun... and he found my husband and friends for me. people were sooo there for each other. at least.

mannn... stuff like that should NOT happen when youre rolling on pretty much pure clean mdma.

 

im gonna go smoke a bowl and get all snuggely with dan and jeremy. im glad i could post about this stuff here. ill be on sometime soon.
late.

 

you're in a safe place now here at random thoughts

 

*shoots ChiefCowpie in the stomach*

 

*shanks underwear*

 

RT Wars?

*kicks Ramona with a steel-toe boot*

 

*falls on the ground, dies* Dammit, you weren't supposed to kill me! My one weakness..steel-toes.

 

*kills mitok with raver glowstick dancing*