He went on a date already.

he knows i read his email and he ripped all the cords out of his computer. He's not as sly really.. He doesn't know about this website since we both had different computers, and he never knew i posted anywhere. So im definitely not worried about him reading anything that ive said. He is bad, but he's still human, and I don't want to take his daughter from him you know? Im just really in a fucking mess right now, but i did all of this to myself. I cant blame anyone but me.

 

Yea, it all comes down to your decisions, and hek, you can decide to switch things for the greater if you want to. It would suck to think about his actions and to stop on those details, that you have no control over, that make you sad. It's about changing things that you have the capacity to change to make you feel better. Maybe do things you've never done, kind of change your environment, make yourself feel better and everything. You' re going to come out stronger for sure

 

thanks i sure hope you're right cause right now i feel like shit. So thankful for this weed.. even though i shouldn't be smoking now.. its like my only saving grace at the moment.

 

Okay I just got baked.. That should help me forget my sorrows for tonight. I feel a lot better already.