I seem to be falling apart at the seems right now, stressed to the max, I've had a headache ringing for 5 days straight now, cramps, mentally paralysed with all this shit I'm going though, FUCK, I'm just in real bad shape right now and I'm trying to get myself squared away and figured out but I would REALLY just apreciate if you could send out some good vibes, a little prayor, a good deed for someone else, anything to bring a little extra love out into the world peace all and take care of yourselves
Is it family/friend/relationship problems or are you physically sick? Sounds like you have a tension headache, there are tablets that work on tension headaches (a lot don't). Take a few deep breaths and tell yourself that things don't usually turn out as bad as what you thought they would. Best of luck, good happy vibes and know that the people on these forums love ya! Come here any time if you need to talk, why not try the people on the older hippies section too, they really know where it's at.
okay dude, well uh. just take it easy man. sorry to hear things are bad. i feel for ya. being down is one of the worst things. it's down there with killing ducks with coke can plastic. anyway. after you read this say it aloud. bananas in anna's pajama's. hehe. oh man it's a surefire thing.. well peace. if you need anything just say so.
There's two ways most people can handle times like this. 1) Find something/someone/somegroup that is different from your normal day-2-day life that can lift you up, if even for only an hour; It can be physical thing like taking a walk where you've never been. Or more mental, like talking to a complete stranger for a little while. 2) Find (same as above) that seems to be in a worse situation than you are in. Sometimes it can be as simple as a movie, a website, or talking to someone you know well, or a complete stranger.
You could try meditation to relax and wash your mind of whats going on through it. It should really releave stress. I hope it works. Good Luck. "When the rich wage war, It's the poor who die." - Jean - Paul Sartre.
thanks folks, it was a rough night thankyou all for the advice and compassion, especially the bananas in pajamas bit, haha just to explain my whole sitution for anyone curious: The past few years of my life has been a real intense period of change, I went from being a highschool drop out, grunt in the army to being a free spirit and a wanderer. Anyways, I've reached a point in life where I need to start making some decisions on direction, particularly getting an education, and quit just drifting but it's been real hard trying to come to grips with who I was and what I've become and a lot of sould searching for what I want to become and how I can do that, bla bla bla. Throw on top of it the fact that my current employment, being a highschool drop out, is exploitive and destructive of my well being (seasonal work, strenuous manual labour, 50 hours plus a week, minimum wage, no paid lunch or breaks, etc etc etc) but I need the cash if I want to give myself an eduction, etc, etc, I'm just feeling stuck between a rock and a hard spot and it just feels like everything, internal and external, in my life is at a crossroads. For some reason everything just seemed to climax this week and for the past 5 days I've just been feeling physically ill and really distraught as a reason. the vibes must have worked cause this morning I got something in the mail that I think might just be the break I need to get myself out of this destructive circle I'm stuck in again, thanks for listening, I think it's done me good just typing this out and releasing some negitive energy peace
I think I can help you out my brother. I've been reading SMALL TOWN newspapers online. In these days of war, murder, etc... The most HARSH news I've read today, was a story about a fight in a local Bar. It seems two guys both wanted to give the same lady a safe ride home. Maybe get to know her better. This is my get well gift to YOU. The whole world is NOT bad after all. This story comes from a small town in Northern Minnesota called Wadena. Don't lose the faith. It gets better. Honest it does. Here's a smile from ME, and my wish that you feel better. p.s. The police told BOTH men to "Play Nice!" End of story.
hahaha, thank you matt, that gave me a good chuckle ok, nough of the computor, I'm going to go clear my physcial space, maybe that will help things, my room is a total disaster peace and take care
