occasionally i am having an alright day, getting along well. then out of nowhere i just get pissed off, at everything and everyone. my parents, my friends, even girls i like. i get too pissed to even come on HF. then i get really unmotivated and just wanna go to bed. this has been happening to me since puberty. and ive never told anyone untill now. its fucked up cuz i feel ready to say all the negative things i think of ppl to all the ppl i shouldnt say it to. always on the verge of driving all my friends away. does anyone else have this problem?
Sometimes I'll get easy pissed at little things, but I just try to remind myself that there's no point in wasting time hating when I could be loving
I got that when i took aderal the add med. (spelling?) The only cure for me was pot haha. P.S. Your sig is scary.lol
so you've been having this problem for 2 yrs now you say? lol jk bro, shit man just take a breather, hit the joint and relax
If you can afford it you might want to see a therapist about it as he/she may be able to help identify the cause and aid in treatment. To answer your question, I have felt that way in the past but usually there is a trigger for me.
do you suddenly turn a shade of green, then burst out of your clothes whilst smashing things? that gamma radiation is a bitch to scrub off.
dude i know, i must confess i have been like this also =|. like saturday say, i was setting up an area, and i smashed my light, and then a bunch of spiders came out from the area into my room and i just jumped on my bed, started swearing and almost punched a hole in my wall. for the rest of that day, even the closest people to me, i thought like sending them a fuck off in the face. but then me and friends got drunk by a fire, i got totally smashed and from around 8pm to 2am, i felt great, the light i can buy, the spiders will leave, my age will ascend, UK i will leave, Spain return to i shall. and this, i havent told anyone either, sometimes my shit gets so mad, i sit in the dark venting, the dark calms me - and outside helps alot too. when i had a really small room, all my problems would give me a chlostropohic feel in that room, one time i started shouting and trying to push a wall because i wanted more room. left the house for a cigg, and felt better from the fresh air and nicotine fix. its just, on those pissy days - dont do anything important, just what you like, your hobbies etc, something to soothe you out so next day you can continue to cooperate with this shit hole again =)
i get the same way almost all day everyday.i go to sleep pissed off and wake up pissed off.if im looking for something and dont find it right away i just start throwing shit.i end up ruining most of my stuff.my trucks piss me off i end up putting my hand through the windows.and that had caused some serious problems with my wrists and hands now.when in a group of people and someone says or does something i dont like im going through whatever is in my way to get to them.put a cement wall in front of me and im comeing through to get the person.i dont care how big they are or how tough they think they are,i am the one that will be walking away on my own 2 feet. ive learned how to somewhat control it.but ive been to the therapists and all that.it dont help.ive been on more meds than i can remember.all that happens is the pills work OK for a week then they stop working.all the doctors do is keep giving bigger doses and different pills.im supposed to be on 3 meds now.they give me one to calm me down.then they give me a pill to counter act the side effects of the first pill and then a 3rd pill to counter act the side effects of the second pill.but i have also found that weed helps alot!the comedown after smokeing is the best.im nice and calm for the day.dont care about any of the crap that bothers me,i actually end up laughing at the problems.id rather smoke some weed and get the benefits i need than to pop a ton of pills that dont do shit or i end up addicted to them.im all set with that shit.when i dont have any weed im fine but just my usual self.when i run out of the pills i get all wierd and grosse feeling till i get them refilled.the only thing i dont like about weed is the memory loss during the high.but thats ok my friends remind me of the stupid shit i do that makes them laugh thier balls off.
this is good advice. being angry only promotes more anger, so if you can let go of it you'll be fine. might take a while before you have it completely under your control, but anger is quite easy to deal with.
^ not really, its just a typical stoners advice. smoking weed angry only leads to dodgy highs and big depression after. tis one of the things best to sort out sober, then reward yourself ith a hjoint and breather.
I agree, I meant the "relax" bit. being angry only affects yourself, and only in negative ways. this simple realization makes it so much easier to deal with.
but when you have something to truelly be mad at, just calming down wont help as much as solving the issue. i noticed after a moment of storm, the peace and the feeling in the end is worth it =) as for internal anger with no particular solvable reason, just go with it, evebntually it will fade out. =)
i was telling my friend about it last night and he made a guess that i may be bipolar, ive never gotten diagnosed or anything, but ive never been "tested": for it either
if its been happening since puberty then its probably hormonal, and you should see a doc just in case. even if you don't end up taking meds it helps to know why you feel that way. you could be bi polar, but it could just be mood swings. if you can't see a doc right away, then i would try to identify the trigger that pisses you off. pay attention to your feelings and see what you find out.
