I'm so getting fucked-up today

It's a beautiful day to get fucked-up.

 

i have to go to a kindergarten valentine's day party. all the more painful because kai has three boys who are "going to marry her." and i'm taking my toddler. YAY! shoot one for me.

 

I'm about to go on a long bike ride. It's the first pretty day in weeks, so I'm skipping all of my classes, taking my camera with me, and conquering the town!


(...and then possibly drinking at night with some mates)

 

I'm not going to my media law class. Don't care.

 

no partying for me till the weekend, if i even party this weekend

ahahaha, that'll never happen...so getting shitty

 

dave should be getting home from houston tonight. if he's not delayed. that'd be nice.

 

Awww.

 

My friend just called me...He got dumped today.
What a bitch that girl is. We now hate her.

 

they had this open house, where all the girls dressed like ladies and the boys dressed like gentlemen, and they did this simple little renaissance style dance. they were fighting over who she was goin to dance with. it was sweet and totally uncomfortable at the same time.

 

i'm busy not doing what i should be doing..

 

ME TOO! wow.

 

On what chemicals Penny?

 

probably all my Xanax.. definitely some booze.. I wish some pot.. and I don't think anything else tonight because I don't have any hook-ups as of right now for anything else.

 

I don't get why people like Xanax at all


I got too fucked up last night, somehow till 6 am

I may sleep tonight

 

I dont get the desire to take xanax either, and for some reason, that always distanced me from my highschool friends :tongue: I just dont get blacking out unless it's meditative!
But have fun Penny, dont mix too much xanax and aclohol, that is a VERY basic suicidal recipe.
Namaste

 

I had taken some because people seemed to love it so, and it just sort of made me tired, so I decided to snort some.....my friend and I woke up like 4 hours later with straw in hand laying on the mirror

 

man thats so fucked up, i hate her too!!!! that happened to me once and she went with another dude, she was a TOTAL bitch. my friend got so mad she beat the fuck out of her, i didnt even know!!!!

 

I'm not really into Xanax either.. I guess.. I just wanna get fucked-up.

 

Yup, Valentines day for me is just a reason to drink.

 

i don't understand it at all. it's not like it makes you feel good at all.