are you satisfied

I'm always quite happy, but not totally satisfied these days. I'm satisfied with where my life is going - I have yet to become the person that I am becoming. But being satisfied is usually low on the priority list for me. I feel like I juggle enough already that I'm happy to just keep it all up in the air.

 

I am so happy with my personal life right now, but feel so undereducated in my professional life.
I need to go to grad school. I also hate living in Nevada. I miss the ocean and sunshine

 

Mmm... but I totally hear you on the graduating thing. It sucks to feel like you have been studying your life away for ... your whole life.

 

I have a bachelor's in liberal arts, which is known for the MRS degree or parensts making you go to college degree...on top of my accent...people assume I a stupid. I work with a bunch of MFT's or people who are already in grad school for it. Hopefully, I'll get into the program I am applying to and can start gradschool this summer so I don't feel so retarded (no offense to those with disabilities)

 

no, i'm not satisfied. i don't think i'll ever be satisfied. i want to be done with this damn school. and i'm so close to getting my ring - just need to take a PT test.
i want to get stronger and continue to drop body fat - i'm happy with the progress here. which makes me happy on the inside because its physical changing which happen because of internal changes i've made over time - so its nice to see the results.

i really don't know the direction my life is heading in. but i'm happy with that. leaves many options on the table, so thats good. i just want to be done with this school.

 

no

this is a problem

it is not a money thing as i have almost none [maybe the almost is the problem]

i do not think there is an answer

i just wish i could stop worrying about nothing

[nothingness]

 

Sometimes I am, most of the time I'm not.

What am I doing? I'm right now working on changing my living situation. There is no point in being where you dont want.
I'm TRYING to put into the practice the thinking less, talking, acting more, because sometimes the thinking, just becomes a circle I dont seem to get out from.
I realize that something that really affects my relationship with others, is that I expect people to guess how I feel and to always know things and well that usually never happens, because everyone feels and thinks differently about certain things, so I'm also TRYING to be more open about things like that. It's just a difficult thing for me to change
It doesnt sound like much, but it's a start

 

Yes and no. I like yes and no...better than yes OR no.

 

Definitely agreed. I'll drink to that.

 

I need a haircut and a real job.

 

I usually feel totally satisfied after an orgasm or two.

:X

 

at least 2 though

 

Tee hee hee. Yeah, true enough. :x

 

I'd love to be a millionaire, but we can't have everything, I guess. And not just for myself. I would help my family, of course, but I'd also help people less fortunate than myself. I have always loved to give!