This has never happened before. I'm always upbeat. me and my friends were just sitting around smoking and watching movies, listening to music that kind of thing. but for some reason I just wasn't feeling it. I just felt really really down. and when everyone left I just felt even worse. I just felt really guilty. about nothing in paticular. It was really wierd and I hated it. has this happened to anyone else before?
maybe you were having a spiritual moment you needed to experience by yourself, that happen to me all the time, or sometimes in class i just don't feel school i want to rant and rave about culture and politics like that guy on the movie, Network
yeah maybe, it was just wierd because I'm usually laughing non-stop/talking jibberish kinda high person, so it was really wierd.
have had the exact same thing happen to me but only when I was really high... just made me think about life in general, I questioned everything I did ex: "why do I listen to this gansta music...it's stupid, and I'm white" stupid shit like that haha
exactly! It happened with music in paticular, it was like everything we put on was stupid and I hated it and I just felt stereotypical and just plain bad. Really hope that doesn't happen again.
Yeah happens to me,with the only difference that there's useually a reason that makes me depressed. Like I am doing really shit at university right now...so sometimes if I think about it when high it makes me feel even worse. Could be even smaller things like paranoia of being caught etc dunno... did you feel paranoid? like if others were watching you? or did you maybe feel like you smoked to much and were overwhelmed by it? I honestly think there must be a reason maybe you didnt look for it hard enough...
at times weed makes me feel really uncomfortable. the problem with it is that your setting of choice may change when you start smoking. sometimes when i'm at party's and i'm really high, i end up leaving and just going home to watch TV or something.
weed does distort how we feel and react to things; if it keeps happening....maybe it isn't for you?? Hope all goes well!
yeah there probably was. I just felt really stereotypical. That might have been it. I just felt like a huge cliche that night. If that makes any sence. I usually don't think about it and just enjoy it. but I dunno it just reall got me down.
The feeling you describe was the EXACT start of an aweful pattern I set myself too. I'm not trying to scare you or anything, I mean it could very well be that you get such a felling this one time, but weed definetly emotionally hampered me.
yeah I dunno I have a feeling that next time I blaze I'm gonna get the same feeling. I think I should just take a break for a while. Because I've been smoking pretty fucking regularly for like 6 months now.
Yep For me it was after a traumatic incident, weed would often make me deeply think about my life and make me sad. The event was getting caught smoking then I'd feel guilty when I was high etc. So I stopped smoking daily, now I smoke like once a week and I feel better, these feelings creep back sometimes but I just focus and say "relax it's not a big deal" and keep myself occupied.
yeah I'll for sure need to do that. there was probably a really good chance I was just bored so my mind wandered to guilty-feeling things.
yeah it's really awful too because those feelings are so amplified i feel like my life is falling apart. Then by the time i'm sober i'm like wow that was nothing just my imagination.
yeah exactly. I mean weed makes you happy/chill/mellow like 98% of the time, but that little slice in there is just the worst.
