I had this really vivid dream the morning. One of the most vivid ones I've had in a while. The dream isn't very important here, even though I'd like to say it was a very happy dream and it made me feel happiness like I never knew possible really. The dream was very happy, it had many childhood friends that I made peace with. Anyways towards the end of the dream (there were three transistions in this dream, a long one) I remember seeing this bright green eye. As I saw this bright green eye, I began to feel this pull on the base of my spine. It was a weird feeling like some fiery hand was pulling at it. It was not painful like fire though, it was more like an electrical fire. Fiery vibrations. It wasn't painful, but it was VERY intense and it began moving up my spine. It was so intense that I feared that I would wake up, but to my surprise I did not. The fire came and went, I think, three sessions until I did finally wake up. Also, I'd like to say that the bright green eye was only (as I remember it from mental images) the iris and a great big white background. No eyelashes. I have a theory that it represented my third eye, (or maybe it was the eye of some God looking at me?). Also, the night before the dream I was in a very brooding, angst mood. Could the kundalini (or whatever) represent me being healed? Is my kundalini awakening?
The fact that it's the most vivid dream you've had in a while tells me that it's an important dream for you. It sounds like you are already familiar with kundalini and how it manifests ... you say it feels fiery and is moving up your spine and just with that, i'd agree it's about kundalini. The eye could be more universal symbolism though ... third eye stuff? Maybe ... probably. Kundalini will ultimately bring profound healing if you let it, and that journey can take a year or a lifetime, but one can experience alot of pain and suffering if our egos and deeply held fears and emotional blocks get in the way ... this is why surrendering ourself is so important .... so we won't have to go through the pain of holding on. We surrender our control over our life to the kundalini ... in truth we ARE the kundalini and it fills us up with ourselves. Forget who you thought you were (ego)... you are now waking up to who you REALLY are. Thats just my experience of kundalini ... i had alot of pain with it before i began to understand that i was connected to everything ... and then, it's almost as if you don't need to try ... the universe gives you what you need ... so be open to it. And i still struggle with my ego lots and do suffer alot of back pain because my misplaced beliefs and thinking get in the way of the flow of kundalini... the flow of my own spirit. Me. So if kundalini is rising in you it'll probably be making you more 'aware' ... particularly of how people 'aren't who they really are' and how people wear masks and pretend and think they are this or that. It'll open your heart and you'll realise how you've been controlling and judging and owning ... you'll realise that you've been living in a self made fantasy. You'll see this in others too and realise that people are trapped in their thinking and ideas. Traditional thinking and ideas need to go out of the window! It'll be a time of forgiveness because you'll realise that everyone is suffering from 'diminished responsibility' ... the actors have forgotten they are acting and are taking it all mutch too seriously. You'll be realising that everyone is the same underneath ... 'made of the same old stuff' and eventually you'll recognise that we are all one and the same being... that others ARE YOU. ... this knowledge brings responsibility. ie. You can't use the 'It's my life i'll do what i want with it' excuse anymore, because you realise that your life is not your own and you (ego) are not the owner... it's part of a whole. The awareness of this aspect really makes one want to surrender ... when you realise this responsibility. I read somewhere recently: "Surrender is the recognition of necessity" ... and this is quite true in a sense. So anyway i'm rambling, but the dream aside, do you feel your awareness changing in your life? Are you feeling more loving and accepting? ... or if things are going badly ... Is your life and sense of who you are being roughly shaken to it's foundations?
