my partner passed away some amount of time ago, she took my love and sex with her. But i love to love and to be loved and what we had was perfect. we were also horney as fuck, like rabbits all the time anytime. now shes gone what do i do ( im working on rebuilding my life life) about my sex life, i cannot sleep with anyone else as it would feel like i had cheated on her, oral is the same, it was sort of our speciality. even masturbating feels wierd and wrong. if i dont do something i might flip or sometthing. also there are very pretty girls who have always showed an interest but i never took anyt notice but now i have nothing to hide them from me. ANY ideas greatly appriciated
Time heals all wounds, you have lost a piece of your life and your heart, it is understandable that you feel guilt when with another woman. Know that your wife wants nothing but the best for you. Keep her in a special place in your heart and try to move on she would it that way. Peace
Perhaps if youre a little spiritual you could try to contact her to ease your heart a little. But one major advice is never do anything that doesnt feel right, that can turn out very painful if you do. Peace