Is this shit worth trying? I know its fucked up and all and isn't fun blah blah blah but I mean for the experience. How bad is it on your body? How much should one take? Are there any known long-term effects? I don't got a pack next to me ready to swallow or anything. I'm just curious.
In every single second of my consciousness, I have low dose Dramamine-like visuals. But it doesn't stop there..my anxiety has increased, along with psuedo-paranoia. I always have to think about the one day I started and thank that for the errors in my body now. With the purest of sincerity I will say that doing this drug is the worst decision I have made in my entire life. Why? The drug has changed me as a person. The experiences I had with this, though few in number, were enormously horrific. In fact, they totally changed my perception of fear. The anxiety and resent has never truly ended. Every day, I am reminded of the dreadful choices I made in an assortment of bleak ways. Visually, I have remained in a semi-tripping state all the time. I can safely say that this drug caused changes in my brain chemistry as well. It brought me a step closer to insanity. No longer can I sit in a car or eat a meal without feeling a distinct depersonalization that affects me everyday. Catalyzed was a once moderate anxiety, which has led to a prominent paranoia that I have not been able to shake. I have become more closed, more isolated, and more schizopathic as a result of what one might think of as a fairly harmless recreational drug. It is not harmless. The negative qualities of myself have been accelerated, and it's as if the effects of the drug have never entirely worn off.
Fuck. I'm sorry to hear that. Well, maybe I should just stick with good old fashioned acid and shrooms... Kinda funny though. Not what happened to you, but I ask for info on dramamine and if anyone recommends it and I get a horror story from someone who used it. Always good to find the positive in a negative situation!
I've heard and seen that Dramamine causes long-term depression. Fucking sucks man. If you're to try it, don't fuck around with it that long.
That fucking sucks,man. The only way to deal with that is to learn how to live like that and avoid those types of meds. Try something that isn't so harsh to your brain.
