omg after 20 years rainbow magic/rainbow love still never fails to amaze me

well i was going to from now on reply to every load of shit dumped on me by ya with nothing but, sorry, this shitters full you'll have to go dig your own hole
but
if that lil statement bout not desserving love wasnt directed at me then was it directed at zenloki?
what i think is you did read what i said, realized your mistakes and instead of an apology or addmittence are trying to backpeddle your way out of it but it dont matter cause its dropped..believe me im happy if it ends here

i didnt state at the beginning of the thread that i hope to make this happen, or wish me luck in this or anything like that because theres no reason to have to play some word games to please you

i said what ill say again, i just found out that it looks like this is happening (and it is) and i feel blessed and very lucky (why would i ask you to wish me more luck then i already am having?)
but ok lets assume for a second that this is just a fantasy, a 1 in a million chance thing, would it hurt ya to say hey i hope it works for ya or good luck?
seriusly u have a real issue with a negative attitude..(why am i even bothering)
it just seems like if i post a thread likee "i just got a beautiful dog named rex" your automatic reply would be how long will it take till its dead (then add love and light)

nowhere in the post did i say possibly this will happen right? but, even possibilities can be worth congradulations, if u posted something like "someone just offered me 10 million for my farm" doesnt say your selling it does it? doesnt say the deal will even go through if u do decide to, but, its a possibility, a life changing possibility that a decent rational person would congradulate u for and wish you luck

someday i hope u see yourself how u show yourself to others, we love you despite it, but..your words and attitude dont match the love and light you like to end posts with

hope may not always make your dreams come true
but doubt will always prevent them

lil bit of possitivity and your words would reflect the love and light you like to sign each post with

(forgive me i feel drained by this so probly went lil too far..just gone on too long andreally is quite silly)(lets light a j and laugh
about it)
love ya all (wether ya desserve it or not) (thats a joke, lighten up)
(isnt it much easier when we just smile and be happy?)

 

It's always darkest before the dawn. Remember the poem-song ''The Dream" by The Moody Blues? "live hand in hand and together we shall stand on the threshold of a dream'', what I get out of that is people should help each other. It always feels good to give somebody a hand, come to think about it I sure have musta made a lot of folks feel good cause a lot of folks sure have helped me out over the years. Hang in there Soaring Eagle I bet ya it'll work this time, some mushrooms in Amsterdam told me so.

 

brother that just brought the biggest smile of delight to my face
i feel exactlythe same
thats kinda why i spend hours days weeks (sometimes stretching into years)doing what i can to help people (big or small ways) as many ways as i can
its out of gratitude for all whove helped me be happy

i'll be honnest n say never had much in my life..twice what i had came down to couple changes of clothes n my drum
never dreamed or imagined anything like this could manifest like this

(can i please thank every single person in the whole world ive ever shown kindness to every person i hugged every person i ever helped in any tiny way...(maybe bein melodromadic sleep deprived stoned or something..but) an oportunity a cooperation a hand along the way, all i can say is karmas reballanced for all i done and all i been through...i know i maybe even at a deficit..i hear ya karma..
ya may kick my ass if i dont do lil more..lol
i thanked everyone i could think of
except blu raven and his talking mushrooms
(but i will, not sure how i will but i will)
1 day soon, face to face..
(can your lungs handle altitude? would be great to see u in wyomnig if not sooner

how was amsterdamn? didnt even get around to askin

 

That is great soaringeagle!!!

Gifting things is true magic.. I love that kind of stuff.

 

thanks gobot

gotta make a few calls next couple hours but i think we should have a fairly good idea of the what where and hows of it today

 

wow Pete, I hope all works out in the end. Chevy has been through such a lot. It would be great to hear that it all comes together perfectly.

 

i'm sending this thread more love that it deserves. somehow it went way off course and for the record, if HHB doesn't want to love me, that's ok. i'm still sending it his way.
peace y'all!

 

just got off the phone with chevy
when it rains it pours (and u know how much rainbows love dancin in the rain)
she just talked to a new lawyer...and got a restraining order against her ex who she found passed out drunk in her bed (broke in) then he chased her down the street
well the good news is, new lawyer says its guaranteed she'll get her kids back within 4 months
i miss them, well raven wasnt even talking then ..but cheyyanne really felt close to, shes 1 special lil girl..just really hope that livin in that horrible environment hasnt destroyed that light in her

 

i know i havent udated this in a long time..these things happen slowly but i just got off the phone with chevy and the brother and things are on track we have been looking at 2 4plexes 8 houses total
but we are maybe reconcidering things and opting for opening a reggae club instead
at the end of the month chevy is getting a bigger apt and im moving in with her and hes gonna come down to have a face to face meeting with us (which will be ther 1st time either of us will actualy connect his face to voice, he has seen me at a gathering or 2 but we never met soi i have no idea what he even looks like)
so after the end of the month things should fall into place lil quicker
i wouldnt expect it to allbe worked out too quickly though but it should all come together in the next few to several months

we are also looking into 1 of 3 or 4 buses and gonna use it to move me out there we hope
when we do got the bus 1 of the retirted kitchens (i can never remember which 1 no mastter how many times chevy has told me..lol) is gonna kick down all theyre kitchen equip to us
so hopefully by new mex we will have a kitchen goin..


just wanted to let every1 know things were still on track still happening and everything will be commin together semi soon

its still unsure exactly how it will happen though since we arent 100% settled on the 8 houses or the reggae bar we're trying to find the best optiojn for everyone

(oh he also hinted at the possibility of us spendin the winter in belize with him...damn that would be awesome)
theres some amazingly nice and generouse and all around good rainboiws out there butthis briothers gotta be 1 of the best of the best...

if ya read this brother..love ya man and u have no idea how much you have helped us already even before anythings worked out with this..
just the hope has made so much of a difference
dont ya worry all we receive we will pass on along the way..



edit to add
he just called back when i was hoppin in the shower to tell me hes decided to try to get the bus soon get me out there to chevies then put the bus on a boat shipo it down to belize we'll all fly down thgen and spend the winter in belize and pop on over to costa rica to hang out with glowing feather

(and wassurprised to find out hes only been to 2 gatherings in his life
guess they really affected him..or he was born pure rainbow i dunno..)
guess i better gdt ahold of glowin feathger and maje sure he;'ll be around there this winter

(waiting for chevy to call soon to surprise her with this new news)

 

hello Soaring Eagle.
I finally made it out of the woods! Dan D and 3 of us were the last to leave on Aug. 3,, I was the last women to leave.I really enjoyed spending time with ya finally, sounds like things are movin along with your trip.Much love to you,,, till next yr,, *

 

loved spendin time with you too wow glad u stayed so long both new mex and the shasta after it i left with the very last vehicles there

hows dan d doin?

next year lets hang out more

 

He is doin well.He may be goin to the montana regional,sept. 15? I think thats the date.Clean up was awesome, those phat kids rock! As well as Everyone else who contributed!! I finally found a kitchen to take over!!! LOL,,, and I got my alootment and kicked it down.I love to cook ya know! Blessings and Light Darling....have work to do, wanted to say a quick howdy!!

 

were gettin a kitchen kicked down too
unfortunately i suck at cooking
and no matter what i do theres no way to get my hands clean or keep em clean to handle dfood
even if i could get em clean if i had to move 2 invches theydbe dirty sagain so im doomed to always be s fire troll..lol

1 thing i found out a few years ago though is..if u ask for help to get wood a dozen times anbd noone gets off theyre asses to help simply tyoin a few ligs to the back of a wheelchair and tryin ti drag em thriugh the woods gets the blkissininies off theyre asses and motivateds em to do something

 

Sounds great...best of luck

 

thnx
things been goin great..some delays due to severe health proibs of his gf but still progressing

new updates maybe next month when i get oved out there (and give chevy 1 of my extra pc's so she can get on here too)

 

When I say I took over a kitchen,Sheila,Mountain, GLen,,,, it was EZ,cuz they liked havin dinner ready when they were done,, and those awesome kids needed some refreshment dureing different times of day. Although they can COOK some badass grub themselves!!! Lovin ya Darlin,,, need someone who knows how to use your lovely kitchen equipment?? You run fire, I will cook Grammas DANK food! Lovin you Sweet Soaring Eagle!!! XXXXXXOOOOOOO kimmie****

 

well im bettin we wont have a shortage of cooks but..your alllways welcome

we may even hold u captive and chain ya to a wok just to keep ya cookin that yummy grub..hehe

lovin you toooooooo

 

chain me up huh? Hmmmm,,,,, I could so go bad with this,, ya sound in fine spirits brother!LOl,,,,

 

hahaha

yea i guess ya dio got a lil of that bad girlk in ya


hey..am i wrong or did u take a picture of us together..i thought i mightve too but couldnt find it
maybe i didnt though

ohh and u know any way to get ahold of emilee i think she washangin at the ovens alot
or is it emilky i dunno
love that girl though


ah its kinda funny too right behind my tent there was a tent with 2 young girls, theyte mom had been with em but left early..
we never talked whilke there (except for a few secoins 1 day)
but a couple weeks ago the 1 girl contacted me ..we had a long talk..then her mom contacted me thanking me for talkin to her and bein a freind then her best freind contacted me too..we became freinds
just kinda funny how we camped right next to eachother but didnt really meet till much later in cyberspace

guess that was offtopic and rambling..lol
maybe not..cause where i think i saw u last was 20 fret from where they camped and i think thats why my mind wandered thrre..lol
oh and also was near where i sqaw emily last..

sorry sometimners i gotta retrace my steps and figure out how a conversation ended up where it did..lol

 

it is odd aint it.If I hadnt gotten stuck, a couple of folks and I wouldnt have had a chance to really visit, everything in it's own time, eh? It aint top secret, I am a bad girl sometimes! But what a good bad girl I can be!!! So are ya in Oklahoma now? I swear I have been to too many parties this wk, so many people to see again! So will close for now, as I must get ready for yet another! Then tommorow morn. it's off to hippie church!Gospel, margeritas and dancin! Love you lot lot!