No you don't want to feel numb. It is a waist. Everyone wants a stress free life. That is not in the cards for most people. Use your stress to motivate yourself. It is really not hard. Sorry things are tough. We all go through that.
Naw, we don't understand. We have never been a teenager. Not have we ever experienced stress or pain. Life has just always given us what we want on a platter. None of us have struggled or had to fight for everything we have. Life is just one endless party after another. No one here has any problems. If we don't understand perhaps you should explain it better.
i nearly fell in love with you for this listen up OP, a lot of us have wanted to be numb. a good portion ahve also been emotionally numb, due to drugs or deperssion or our brains just shutting the fuck down because it was too much to deal with. i go through depression -every- winter, i go nearly numb and i stop caring about everyhing i do and everything im involved with. you dont fucking want that. you want to claw your way to happiness tooth and nail. you want to figure out what problems (stress based) youre creating for yourself and eliminate or reduce them. there is no easy fix to stress. you have to sort it out yourself. no magic pill, no mystical numbness, just live life and learning to get yourself through it