E's. LSD, Grass, Shrooms, these are all good, ones to avoid are coke, crack, meth, opium, heroin etc. No coke head can say when his next hit will be his last! But fuck trying it once will or will not lead you down a dark path, the trick is all in the will power, you just have to learn to say, nice but no thanks!
Edited last I used to love E, but I love my kidneys and brain better, so I'll stick to frying my cells with hallucinogens and mescal and avoid things that can boil me in my own blood
Opiates are nice dude, but one or two hits is all good, its if you find yourself having it all the time, hit after hit going yeah I like this, before you know it the day comes round when you cant get a hit and your sitting their and it's not enjoyable anymore, you find yourself needing it, bit like people who get too much into codine based pain-killers and I've met them too, I'm not one of them happy to say.
last time I tried Acid, two years ago, last time I had a joint 1 year ago, it dosnt have a hold on me and for that I am glad. Do you know what happens to people who get addicted to pain killers? They get headaches from not having them! Their own body starts to crave the fix and that is scary shit! Before they know it their swallowing packet after packet of solphdrine pain killers just for the hit. Screw that! It's like anything, moderation is always good. That shit is mixed with the stuff that will eat their liver to bits, they dont have control over it, its addiction!
Meth is a no, Coke is a no (nice but a no) same for crack, not for me man, but hey each to their own, what ever floats your boat, but I will stick to things that wont kill me long term. Sure LSD mescaline and Psilocybin might make me go a bit loopy but hey, as with any illegal illicit substance their is always an element of risk. You have to waiver the risk and go fuck it, try anything once, but make it the once. Unless its class B shit like weed, then yeah smoke that blunt as meny times as you like, but dope is called dope for a reason it makes you dopey!
Uh what time is it? I'm hungry! When you try these things its easy to see why people get addicted to them, they're fucking nice. But thats when you have to be cautious and say woah, time out.:drool:
E's will make you paranoid and depressed on a come down, always read other people especially recovering addicts accounts of how their life got turned into a pile of shit from substance abuse, doing it one or two times is not abuse, abuse is what I did one day, one day yours truelly took a packet of ibogaine and 3 tabs of LSD and smoked a load of shrooms, I held on to sanity, but only just man. I nearly ended up in a fucking mental institute gibbering about aliens coming to take over the world. So learn from experience, dont go mad with shit, it has a nasty habit of bitting you on the arse when you least expect it. I know one guy whos all of 18 and do you know what he's into? Ketamine a horse tranquilizer. I mean fuck, in my day we had never even heard of that shit let alone wanting to smoke it in a pipe and do nothing with your life. If your horse is injured or sick dont call the VET i'll just give you his phone number! LOL
One minute I was sitting here smoking a J, next thing I know I get a cuddle off the cat, my J has vanished as has the cat! WTF!! OI COME BACK HERE it's stolen my J.. I dont believe it, no wonder its running around licking it arse, the little turd just stole my weed! OMG!
Now thats the kind of thing that really fucks me off, see I live at home with my younger brother, and right about now after a year of not having a joint, I finally get one put it down for two seconds and its gone. Little Bastard, I dont blame the cat, I blame him or his friends..
Everyone all my life has accused me of being selfish, my mom, my step dad, nevermind I walked in on them when I was 12 years old to find them humping each other, the fridge was always stocked with beer, alchoholics both on the wagon, so in my youth I tried lots of things, substances galour, but let me tell you all this, no amount of substances makes the pain go away, I've tried, god knows, how i've tried all my life to excel at the things im good at, but christ its never enough, they dont want just your blood sweat and tears sociaty as we know it wants your soul. You try hard as you might to fit in and get along but it dosnt hlp when you in a school for special?!?! Kids... With needs... Fuck I hate the world and every **** in it, I work my fingers to the bone and for what, so you can say I did the job well, or I work hard yeah fuck how people might feel, just put them to the grind stone till they snap, wassup UK i'll tell you whats up with this fucking backward country, we have imigrants doing jobs nationals should be doing, arseholes left in the lurch by a system that just dosnt care. Fuck it all it's enough to make you want to live off the fat of the land because their is truelly little else in this life except taxes, taxes for you car, taxes for your fuel, taxes for you electricity, taxes for the very water you drink. It's enought to make you seek out god where-ever he may be and still be none the wiser for the quest! Only today at my age 32 I was listening to shit about how I dont do enough around the place, I am un-appreciated, I fetch the shopping, I clean the whole house, do all the washing up, but I am selfish... When you find yourself in my situation you have but one choice. Live free or die hard! Life is not a choice and death is not an option, so what does that leave you?
Oh and I know every magic shroom by sight, come September I am going to be getting shit faced and I dont care if its a toad stool!?!?! If I die from ingesting something, know what, I'll die happy with my middle finger up, thinking, fuck you world!
The world is full of too much capitalism! :H Amen brother, live free, die hard and screw the rest of them