i know you guys dont care, but i feel like shit and i really need to talk about it to someone cause i swear i dont have anyone to talk to. and i hope i am just pmsing but that would be weird because i just got over my period, but sometimes my pms does last longer than normal...god i hate it. but yah we had this house where me and alot of my friends lived we were all best friends and my best friend danny and i were inseperable. we had to move out of the house and we all moved home. our friend michelle got an apartment, and i really dont like it over there, but slowly all our time is spent there, and since i dont like being there as much i feel less included now. alot less included, do you know what i mean? how you can be so in one second and then right back out the next, i feel like i am a bother now, and because of it i know i am being weird and different. my best friend danny is slowly just not caring as much...and like i said i really hope i am pmsing and i promise this is not how i am but i just feel sooo shitty, and i cant stop, please let it just be me pmsing, cause i really dont know what to do, should i back off or continue to try and stay as good as friends as always, i am sure i am just trippin myself out, i feel like such a dumb girl, i want it to stop, its not normal, and i seriously could bust into tears any second, it sucks
There is a lot missing to the story. Usualy though if you calm down and back off for a few days things will mellow out then you can see the whole picture without being so clouded by being upset.
The world isn't always that good. Like I understand from your post you had a really good time in a different place with the same people. I think you just want too be the things like the all used too be...but I'm sorry you can't have it excactly the same. Why you don't have a good time there? But mainly think about...you are there with a friend but nog all friends..can't you invite them over for a weekend? Talk about it...and meet people in the new apartement..? Good luck, take care (maybe I don't all understand..but my english...is not the best)
