I'm still kind of coming down from my experience so I'm sorry if at times this is hard to follow. Anyway, so yesterday at 12am I decided I was going to take 5 hits of acid and smoke a LOT of marijuana to see how it affected my trip. After I ate all the acid though, I decided against smoking as I had never eaten so much acid and I wanted THAT experience before I started mixing. Which was probably a good idea since the acid was VERY potent (something I didn't know at the time of purchase/ingestion). So, needless to say I tripped my fucking face off for a good 19 hours. One particular experience I had while roaming my inner self was so....beautiful that I thought I would attempt to share it with you all. I know there is no possible way to explain it in a way that will even begin to make this imaginable for anyone but me but bear with me here you all know what I mean. I was sitting at my computer desk just enjoying the trippy visuals and contemplating something I can't even verbalize, although it made sense at the time, when suddenly "High Hopes" by Pink Floyd started playing. I realized that I was sitting inside of the music and I needed to get out to appreciate it more but I didn't know how. After a few seconds of frustration trying to get out of those amazing sounds I realized that the only way I could escape was to become the music. Funny thing is I didn't know how to go about that either. So again I sat pondering, until the guitar solo began. I AM THE MUSIC THE MUSIC IS EVERYTHING I AM EVERYTHING I AM A GOD A genderless, ageless god leaving pure extasy in my wake. I became enveloped in liquid passion (which may have been the dried tears I discovered when I woke up) and let it carry me through the universe where I met all of the other gods. They told me things that I couldn't understand but knew all about. My body dissolved as I melded with the universe and absorbed all knowledge. I saw my own eyes staring at me and I knew I had to go back, it was not fair for me to know this. When I arrived back in my body it was on the coffee table, where I carried out the rest of my trip before I fell asleep. I did leave out a LOT from this particular experience, some things were left out to make it easier to tell. Some things I simply can never convey to anyone. Others are things I prefer to keep to myself. I may try to write this out more and post it on erowid in the future, so keep an eye out Keep in mind this was NOT the whole trip, just one part of it. This was the LONGEST trip I have experienced to date and I learned a lot about myself from it. After I sort out some questions it left me with, I think I may move to France to study art (this has always been a dream of mine, but I never dared to do it before). Thank you for reading my long (and possibly boring) story of what inspired me to improve my physical/mental self and remember I love you
one hell of a trip. and yeah 19 hours is a long time, iv felt that myself. if the lsd helps you follow your dream and act on it and go to france, than fucking do it. and you'l thank lsd heaps.
" So, needless to say I tripped my fucking face off for a good 19 hours" and got lost in music, lost touch with everything, found yourself! Sweet. god is the minds ability to concieve itsself
I know what your talking about very well, I had a very similiar experience... heh hasnt everyone? But I have question for you. When stumbling onto this god mind. The thing that blew my mind the most about it wasn't that it was there, I believed it was there for a long time before I got to that experience cause I followed alot of meditation practice before lsd. But the thing that blew my mind about that state of mind was that, it was the most incredibly familiar feeling ever. I still have a hard time accepting that, that like the most profound experience and feeling is actually... the most familiar feeling to every single human. And I still get the feeling back every now and then when high or meditating. I don't get the full 'flying through space' experience, but just that feeling does come back. And is it just me or does it seem like or feel like something you saw in a movie a LONG time ago cause its SO familiar, right on the tip of your tongue, but you just simply cannot remember the movie? Thats what my mind kept wanting to do. But I know it's not from a movie... I think it's just where we were before we were born.
