For the past couple of weeks a few friends and I wanted to have a psychedelic blow out. For the past two weeks I have been at my friends house with a few others... eating ALOT of acid. I had been going through a pretty rough time because I have been recently put on probation and lost my license. My first 2 trips were a bit confusing and unsettling. After the trips my mind was like a puzzle that hadnt been put together. The first trip I dropped 2 hits and the second I dropped four. By the way the cid I have been getting is GREAT. Well the third trip I took 6 and had a major spiritual awakening. Staring at the clouds listening to Piper.... At that moment my mind aranged into a VERY beautfiul and complete puzzle. Things were perfect. I cried tears of joy the clouds I was staring at was the most beautfiul thing I have ever seen in my life. It was representing my awakening in all its psychedelic glory. I have had 2 trips after that on the same dose and I would like to tell you all that I LOVE life I LOVE all of you and I LOVE love. To be able to feel this pure unconditional love for EVERYTHING is beyond any words.
and now your left to integrate this love. its easy to be a sage on the mountain top, but the work begins when you get home. you have my love and blessings
I try to take something from every trip, cid cured my anxiety man. I cried also when I finally "came home" after a two year break from cid..take what you learned man, make the world a better place.
Thats quite exciting, congratulations! Sounds like you've officially broken "through" ps. woot woot 500th post!
that sounds excellent. i know that feeling of unconditional love for the earth and everything in it, and idea that the puzzle is complete and that life does make sense. that is a beautiful thing, i hope you never forget it, although i dont think you will. =)