Well, i need some help. I have a best friend who invited me to his birthday party. I knew he had a crush on me but he'd said another coleague is the most beautifull girl in the world. We got very drunk and played trouth or dare. He said he likes me and a guy dared him to make out with me. We did. Then agayn for giood night. Everyone knows...It's kind of hard to remember that night...i also had a lot of...something i have a feeliong it was a drog. And...it all camne naturally...and... i don't feel anything. Tried and tried to feel in love, or silly, or excited or say or.... this guy's a year older than me and he's really nice and i feel i'm not being fare. I tend to fall madly in love with man much oldr...around 60 or 70 which makes my live really weird. Am i inhuman what? I feel very bad...
