I've been thinking lately about could i imagine me myself being the way that i am one year ago. I could not of comprehended the about of change i went through. One year ago i was 16 i had no control of my feelings i just had to go with however i woke up either depressed or happy i couldn't control it and i tried hard to be accepted. I stumbled over words, and i often had to repeat things many times for people. I was unmotivated and lazy, I was trying to actually apply myself at school. i was a loudmouth at school who kind of had a gay voice. And one year ago spring break would be approaching which was the first time i ever got high and now my life has changed i can control myself and i can actually think straight, and i find joy in all aspects of life, i'm no longer lazy i go on a few mile walk almost everyday , i watch my diet closer to make sure its vegan. I am more articulate in speech and thought. I try to have no wrongdoing in my actions like stealing which i am really good at or lying. wow i typed all that up, i love weed Yeah so, could you imagine yourself being the way you are now one year ago today?
hmm my slow marijuana memory tells me i was going to make a point about the above the influence shit that i am like the opposite of what they say happens, I read that shit all the time in school and openly make fun of it with all my friends but i forgot to make the point well point now pointed out the point system point nine point there point point point hmm?
no way man. change happens everyday, a LOT happens in a year. i think about this a lot, and still, every time the year passes by i come to realize i was wrong. every year is so fucking different. i hear this, SSDD, same shit, different day. and its true in a sence. meaning, i agree yea most days are the same and a few come and go that are very different. still though in the end, when the year is over. looking back...a TON of shit HAPPENED. experience changes us and we experience things everyday. you can learn from every situation if you choose, i believe this makes us change everyday, so i guess i cant imagine in a year. i dont know... three years ago was different two years ago was different one year ago was different and i believe the following will be also. i dont know man, i have learned just to roll with life, use your instincts, think with your brain, follow your heart, and blaze on the side. each year is going to be different and i dont think we can ever predict the following.
