I had a crazy/mixed up dream last night, and I need some help finding out whats goin on spiritually and where Im headed.... and whats in store...... for me in this life and the afterlife.... thank you!
Hi Madcrappie To understand where you are, and where you are headed is to also rise above the confusion around you, and see the greater picture including where you have come from. So lets start with the dream. When ever a person dreams they infiltrate their aura, and energy body into the dream as if using sign lanquage to read an unspoken lanquage of sorts. Your aura (the color around you) from here, looks like the day after a fourth of July party. Standing in the mix of the need to clean up, and to tie up loose ends. This would tell me you can handle most anything that comes your way. You need to come from your timing, not the worlds timing, and detest rules, and peoples bullshit. The odd thing here is your own contradiction in having your own rules that center you, and being able to spread bullshit with the charm, and detached wisdom, and humor. Most people do not see you, they see the image you have created around you. You tend to get lost, and found on a regular basis, and have not asked who you are with any seriousness in a very long time. Your energy body looks like a fiber optic cable that is growing beyond its own illusion. This would tell me the old programs are not working. You are on a 5 to seven year cycle of change so major shifts in, and around you will hit you up side the head every 5 to 7 years asking you to prove yourself, and test what you think you have learned. The down side to this is also asking yourself what is the point of all this when the leaders, and worlds around us is seemingly taking us to hells of our own making faster than we can run their on our own. Blend these two into the disjoined dream that is a cross between a sci-fy, and horror flick, where when the smoke is cleared away, are nothing more than flecks of your body trying to understand your own awareness. Kind of like the snake eating its own tail, and then wondering why one end is shorter than the other. Your dream was asking you about focus, about intent, about choices. Your dream was saying pay attention to the emotional attachments, and the symbols you use to define your own sense of being. Your dream was asking you what cause you are willing to create, and die, or live for that will change you, and thus change the world around you. You might want to watch the movie Lady in the Lake, and Pans Labyrinth. Both are good examples of what is often refered to as Scattered Dreaming. Your faith is being stretched, and you are in a place, and need within yourself to define your own sacredness, and what you want to believe in. Where you have been is on a long journey trying to define Spirit with the parameter's, and experiences you have created by how you view the world around you. Kind of reminds me of the story of the two worms. One lived inside the apple. The other lived out side. To the worm inside he saw white everywhere. He saw black seeds. and he felt the sharp edge of the core, and this was all his world was. The worm out side saw many different colored round globes. He saw branches on trees holding these smooth globes until the globe flew away, or landed on the surface below him. One day the worm inside ate his way through to the out side. When we have no place left to go, and our confusion, and peace is stagnet we will let go of what we knew to be true, and make new what we come into by how we change the perceptions from which we see things. Where are you headed. If you stay in this perception you will grow old inside your own changes that will feel dull, and as crazy as your dreams. If you change your view you can go anywhere you can imagine. The only limits you will have will be the ones you create for yourself. What is in store for you is to understand that the future is not written in stone, and as you choose, one choice at a time, you will go where you wish to face yourself, and why you came this far. Do what your heart calls out to do. If you do not know, Imagine, Create, become true to that you desire to do within you. You have no promises, and no guarentees. You have only you being true to what you choose to do. This will take you into your after life. When we step out of the flesh shell we become our own light, or darkness as we so choose to be on the other side. We stand in the Akashic records, and review what we have done, and become on this side, in this life. We review how we treated our own hearts, and those around us. We will have as much time as needed to face these places within us, and then if we choose to return we will set up a new life to face again those things we wished to share in, or add to our own awareness on a very personal level within us. We will only love, see others, and live our lives with the same depth we go inside our own being. So the dream was asking you what you choose, and showing you the tools you have to work with in images that would get your attention. You are the creator of your worlds. When you hold balance, integrity, and peace as your focus you find your own center, and are no longer attached to the apple, or merry-go-round within you. Your dream embraced several layers of understanding much like the game I Ching, or Mahjang. The deeper you are willing to go, the deeper the understanding will be. Often people who dream these type of crazy dreams are refered to as Pregnant Dreamers because they give birth to an awakening within them that becomes as personal, as the the dream is also detached. Where you go from here is up to you.
damn.... this dream was an awakening for me........ for sure....... there were so many things that captured my attention.... and things that I know will stick with me for years to come...... thank you old crone
