one of those great feeling "aha's"

so I ventured out onto the LSD subatomic super matrix again last night, looks like green lines and red dots to me anyone else have those colors? Anyways came to one of those thoughts that was just ahhhh, thats perfect, thats what it is and seemed to relieve much anxiety and troubles I had from my last trip, nearly entirely, felt like a missing metaphor to my brain. So I thought I'd share, and it's this.
I'm telling ya, being afraid of HPPD is about the same as being afraid of seeing your own hair hang in front of your eyes. The geometry literally is you and your thoughts.

I know someone else said that here... I think. But it finally registered, right now it just seems absurd to me, how could you not be seeing the geometric colorful array that produces everything? It is your thoughts, almost like the third eye is looking at the interior walls of your brain. Your always watching it, its the base structure of thought. You couldn't be thinking right now if you weren't seeing it at an atleast unconcious level.

also, i found this somewhere... maybe it was here, I don't remember, but it seemed quite pertinent about the subject of geometry. But supposedly this is the "full" and complete tree of life http://x026.uploaderx.net/x/1206831966.jpg

and also lsd interaction with the body has got to occur at a level lower than molecular, its got to be a subatomic property of LSD that interacts with some subatomic property of the human... I mean thats the only way it can be so potent for how little of it you need. It's almost like crystalized energy

 

that picture is really cool. When I was trippin, i saw neon green lines, with its exact coppy of it in red next to it. It was all in a circle like that pic, but not that pattern inside. I wonder if the green and red mean something?

 

i dunno. Red and Green? Not sure. The only thing I can think is that obviously it has to do with the subjective emotion recieved from the color as the geometry and color is essentially pure emotion and thought, the fuel, the base form of thought, that is organized into, revolving around and presenting itself as a larger theme and concept to your humanly aspects by subjective meaning of the geometric configuration and color. So obviously, it is whatever green and red means to you. But I'm sure there a common collectivity of meaning there.

I associate it with the chakra points, green is love, red is bottom/material. Maybe thats why christmas is green and red? Love of material. I dunno.
Maybe its that same exact meaning, love to material, only in all concepts. Like all the newagian themes and channelings always say needs to happen "heal materialism with love".

 

Thinking about my worries of hppd this is pretty interesting theory. I think i have pretty bad except for the fact that it doesnt interfere with my life and because of that it isnt a symptom of hppd, just perpetual visual distortions.

Anyway i was a bit over scared because of reading some erowid reports of ppl that really seemed to complain of it, but i realize they were probably exaggerating. Ive had it for a while and it never interferes when im actually working on something, just kind of distracting interesting visual stuff when im doing nothing. So i think you may be right but im not sure.