Are you perma-tripping?

always.

 

I dont really know, I have seen weird stuff as long as I can remember, I know my dad blew smoke in my face when I was little, and now days I dont really think straight and I dont focus my eyes much, Its like the static of my eyes is just thick and always there. Purple haze clouds my mind =p

 

Something to do with LSD warping the neuronal pathways that are directly tied to vision and perception. I dont know the science behind it. But dont think that it only happens in excess. Some people get it after just one trip. I deal with it though, and it's pretty bad. Depersonalization is something ive just come to live with. I alwyas feel like i am in a vivid dream. It's annoying but i can still live my life. I guess the depersonalization has actually cemented into my personality and made me who i am today...if that makes any sense at all.

 

There isn't any good medical evidence that LSD causes actual organic brain damage. Nor is it stored anywhere in the body, it is metabolised and excreted completely within a few days. Any reality a person perceives, is a construct of their mind and imagination, usually based on experience and the senses. Various experiences, whether its drug induced or not, can easily alter this construct. Its like altering the operating system software of a computer while not changing the hardware. The software code can be changed, altered, things added, etc. With practice, a person can program themselves to think how they want.

 

you've got it all right, its all in your mind, just enjoy life, dont worry be hippie he

 

Once you open the doors of perception they can never be closed. That is a good thing for me. I feel we have all been programmed by this world and by opening those doors of perception you can forever see things differently that non users.

I like the saying up there " Once you go down the rabbit hole you just don't ever come completely back."

 

I am today....

 

Fa sho...the mdma got to me brain!

 

i wouldnt call it perma tripping, but i have found myself in a constant mindset of one ness with all around me, and knowing that all my perceptions of reality are simply chemical reactions in my brain. i have been able to sort of make myself feel somewhat disconnected through meditation and experience everything around me in a different way, not visual but internal dialogue-wise, at will, to where it is almost like having the mental aspects of a phychedelic.

 

i got it. it makes it hard to distinguish when im coming up on things now, and weed doesnt really stand out to me anymore unless theres already something else in my system. i think i got it from doing too much DXM, morning glories, cocaine, booze and diphenhydramine, cause i see static over everything, and what looks like atoms exchanging electrons in the sky or on solid surfaces. the thing is though, im not sure if these things have always been there and i just never noticed them, or if there a result of too much drugs. eihter way it doesnt affect my thinking or train of thought, if anything i can think better now, in a different way.

 

i would say i am in a sort of literal sence... everything always looks and feels different... i know it is but psychedelics rewire your brain and reactivate parts of it that havent been used since childhood... it wakes up your psyche... im sure thats why you can "perma-trip" b/c eventually those parts of your brain do become dormant again... but did anyone else notice when they started doing psychedelics (more specificly LSD and DMT) that they started picking up skills faster and doing things more acurately... you got more tollerant and understanding... this happens to everyone that does them. you start learning like a child again. lol... dont you remember colors being brighter as a child? i think i do

 

i alwase kinda have some wierd vishuals lingering, at night i have full blown holusinations of like crystals growing in the dark and wierd shapes and creetures, and if i have any alcohol any coffee or random OTC like benadril ill start full out triping in some wierd meth/2cb kinda way

 

Nope. Well, maybe life is a trip any way, so in that case, yes. But I don't have HPPD, have had one 'flashback', but besides that I am still me :sunny:

 

Ive noticed since doing 2ce and 2cp that if im tired i will start to see objects swirl or appear to move.

 

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"Flashbacks" usually happen when I hear certain songs but it doesn't really disrupt my day to day because i'm usually at home when it happens. When it dose happen in public I know it for what it is, so I take a deep breath and go on with my business. :mickey:

 

i would say that i am. now, when i take just about any substance, i can drift back down into that world shattering level. Through tripping I've discovered the truth behind tripping and its ultimate falsivity. I'm honestly trying to regulate that door a bit more now by re-establishing a belief in the systems of life. Since tripping, i've sort of begun to fall out of this reality due as the knowledge of its mere escalating symbolism has taken hold and pushed me out. Idk man, shits nasty right now

 

excuse my crappy grammar haha

 

its really all what you believe in anyway. it depends on nothing more than your subjective reality. even the physical is dependent on your spiritual state if you allow that to be your reality. nothing is wrong, its just what you manifest.

 

you definately look at things a different way i think its impossible to look at some things if youve never tripped psycs open your mind up to viewing things in a different perspective and you take some of those perspectives with you out of the trip as far of hallucinations afterwards no. so in that sense you look at things differently and ive met people who havent come quite back from trips bc of combining things. there memory is shot they lose things alot things like that but in my experience if you have a good trip with good stuff and you end the trip in the right way and make it a pleasurable one it rights itself just personal opinion though