Numb

Discussion in 'True Confessions' started by laurenq, Mar 11, 2008.

  1. laurenq

    laurenq Member

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    do your ever just feel numb for a while

    if youve felt this way then you know what i mean and if not i guess not




    She's got her halo and wings
    Hidden under his eyes
    But she's an angel for sure
    She just can't stop telling lies
    But it's too late for his love
    Already caught in a trap
    His angel's kiss was a joke
    And she is not coming back

    Because heaven sends and heaven takes
    Crashing cars in his brain
    Keep him tied up to a dream
    And only she can set him free
    And then he says to me

    Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
    Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now

    Yeah she's got a criminal mind
    He's got a reason to pray
    His life is under the gun
    He's got to hold every day

    Now he just wants to wake up
    Yeah, just to prove it's a dream
    Cause she's an angel for sure
    But that remains to be seen

    Because heaven sends and heaven takes
    Crashing cars in his brain
    Keep him tied up to a dream
    And only she can set him free
    And then he says to me

    Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
    Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now

    Stupid on the streets of London
    James Dean in the rain
    Without her it's not the same
    The same, the same, but it's alright

    Because heaven sends and heaven takes
    Crashing cars in his brain
    Keep him tied up to a dream
    And only she can set him free
    And then he says to me

    Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
    Kill me now, kill me now, kill me now, kill me now
    Again and again
     
  2. FireflyInTheDark

    FireflyInTheDark Sell-out with a Heart of Gold

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    I do sometimes... mostly after months without seeing my boyfriend. I start to feel like I'm losing him and everything just shuts down... It's really an awful feeling, isn't it?
     
  3. FinnishButterfly

    FinnishButterfly JennyJelly

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    yea i'm an army wife
    we get seperated a lot
    so like
    when that happens
    you're in a lot of pain for a long time and after a while you just get used to it
     
  4. GregTheMagician

    GregTheMagician Senior Member

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    i just go into little fits of numbness for a while.........i just do
     
  5. laurenq

    laurenq Member

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    yea i mean it feels like your not living

    your just going through the motions but not really feeling anything
     
  6. GregTheMagician

    GregTheMagician Senior Member

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    exactly!!!!!!



    well not exactly what i was talking about before, but i totally feel that way sometimes
     
  7. laurenq

    laurenq Member

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    hmmm what happens does life around you go on as normal or what

    my grades start to slip and everything just begins to suck
     
  8. GregTheMagician

    GregTheMagician Senior Member

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    i donno. its just like everyone's having fun and i'm just sitting there
     
  9. FireflyInTheDark

    FireflyInTheDark Sell-out with a Heart of Gold

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    I stay away from people whent hat happens to me... mostly because I'm a pretty shitty actress and I don't want to be a downer. I just can't interact when I'm like that.
    My grades go right in the shitter. I can't sleep and I can't concentrate, so I'm always tired and waiting for the next class so I can say "I didn't do it," when they ask for my homework.
     
  10. laurenq

    laurenq Member

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    yup yup except i guess im pretty good at putting on the show which then sucks cuz people dont realize untill a week or two passes and at that point its hard to stop reaching bottom i guess but im doing so much better at the moment
     
  11. autophobe2e

    autophobe2e Senior Member

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    sometimes when i get that feeling, me and a close friend just get on a random bus without any clue of where its going. we meet strange people in the middle of the night and muck about with them. we just enjoy the journey. nothing forces you to live in the moment than having no ultimate destination.

    and if that doesn't work, you'll definitely feel something the morning after
     
  12. laurenq

    laurenq Member

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    hmmrr i really like that idea

    thanks man!!!
     
  13. autophobe2e

    autophobe2e Senior Member

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    any time lol
     
  14. madlizard

    madlizard Senior Member

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    I'm assuming this feeling of a lack of emotion is quite common. I've experienced it a lot and I have no real reason to feel any form of depression. I've gone through bouts of depression regardless, though.

    I've found the numbness to be the most disturbing, too. I can usually handle pain but it's difficult to handle the lack of it because it feels like you're not experiencing anything at all but just going through life without stopping. When I feel numb, I always feel the desire to execute my long ago buried habit of cutting myself just to feel something.
     
  15. laurenq

    laurenq Member

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    wow you couldnt have summed it up better
    hi
     

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