First about me. yesterday i smoke some weed, before this i had smoked 2 day earlier and every weekend for about a month before that. Now after we smoked yesterday now i am totally just fucking depressed, bad. is there some chemical shit in my brain that weed fucked with to make me depressed, or what i am thinking. during the high i was really fucking having fun at the beginning then i was around this big dramatic shit, crying, alot of awkwardness in the air, and my friend was just totally going off the end. this hit me especially hard when iwas high, now im thinking that being round that high kinda fucked with me a lil bit. thoughts? 2. my friend is a bigtime stoner, and smokes alot. now he is going fucking insane, im not going to get into details but it is bad. i've heard weed can bring out schizophrenia in people already prone to it. could this be why?
Freedom_Man - FUCK YOUR PARANOID go listen to some Bob Marley he'll tell you dont worry be happy everything is gonna be alright. The only reason you think this is because your paranoid. Your not really depressed your just bored cuz you like smoking weed and now that your sober.. its not as fun. Your friend is not going crazy, most probably you are. And its not the weed. Chill out wtf. Schizophrenia and weed. Okay thats a very controversial topic. Only increases the chances by 1% or something. They say other factors increase schizophrenia like how you grew up, violent families, your neighborhood, stress etc. And people who start smoking weed often live in / were born/raised in families and neighborhoods like these which is why the chances are increased. Not because of the weed. Although if it is true, then look at the amount of stoners out there. Not that many turn into schizophrenic mutha fuckaz.
Hmm, sounds like you're experiencing burnout (and paranoia). I get this way if I smoke too often for a long period of time. Just really tired and out of it. I'm always awkward when I'm high though, so I prefer to smoke alone or with my sis. Just take a short break (a week or two) and you might feel better.
I just reread your post, and you said your friends bad vibes may have brought on this bad high? You're probably right.
yeah man. i said this in another post once, and i'm pretty sure of it. getting high tends to amplify what you were feeling before you did it. ifyou are paranoid before getting high, chances are you'll have a bad trip. if you're carefree, and happy befoer getting high, it'll be great. get the idea? yeah, sounds just like a bad trip. you wanna be around positive things/ppl while baked. IMHO.
yeah people thanks alot. i learned something from that experience, its all in my head. i just need to sit back chill and look at things how they really are and not some bias in my mind i think already or want it to be. also i learned, i am very paranoid person naturally, i usually think people are just fcuked up and in it to fuck you over, but through weed actually ifound thats not my deal, i have problems trusting people and it does fuck up friendships for me sometimes. but ive also learned how to tell shady people from genuine people.
for whatever it's worth: I have a friend who is bipolar and when he was smokin a lot he was pretty mellow and fun, and when he would abruptly stop his bipolar tendencies came out and he'd do weird shit. now he's on meds that make him way different than his original personality. just makes me wish they'd research weed for therapeutic purposes.
