How many of you regret OPIATION ?

Opiates are love/hate. If you don't have self control opiates will destroy you. Some advice for anyone new to opiates. Take breaks, don't do them days in a row. You want to take off at least twice as many days as you do on them.

 

absofukinlutely. its easy to manage yourself with oxys if you don't string the opiate days together. otherwise, it becomes all about the drug, when with modest use you enjoy what you normally enjoy about yourself.

if I have a little oxy, I have more energy because the pain isn't there that normally keeps me less active. but if I take more than needed, I get all drained and can't do much. what's more, its easy to take more rather than just let my body flush it out, reset itself and taking some a couple days later. its a very fuzzy line, that.

 

i only regret it when im not faded lol

 

http://z.about.com/d/headaches/1/0/R/i/ActiqIG.jpg copy and paste picture of 400mcg fentanyl lolipop...i got the 1600's...i paid $250 for 10 lolipops sold 5 for $50 every 2 or 3 days and ate the other 5 every 2 or 3 days.......after about 6 months of doing 10 1600mcg lolipops a week i got a bald spot on my head the size of a quarter, a month later it was the size of a golf ball and i got two more spots the size of a dime...a month later hair started falling out ion the shower and all the spots kept getting bigger and bigger.....i stoped doing them and my hair didnt grow back for a year and a half...........my guess is these were for CANCER patients...so if hair loss was a side affect the fda wouldnt care... this was all when i was 17 also

 

I dont regret it. Before, opiates were just another downer that made me feel a little better then others. Nothin special. I think the part when I got hooked (and where most of us get hooked) is after using a certain amount of times.

You know that point where you just started fucking with opiates, and you start seeing how there is a euphoric rush with them and not just a dopey BLAHH IM FUCKED UP feeling. Well thats the point that gets you. That rush is better then MDMA in my opinion. I dont regret that. ITs something I want to feel many times. Just have to take breaks. I havnt blown a jawn in like 10 days. Longest break Ive taken since I started doing oxys 6 months ago. Got through the WD got through the fiending. Probably going to stay clean for another 10 or 20 days. Im proud at myself for this, and its different for me Im not quitting to stop. Im quiting because I realized what was going on and realized shit need to stop for a bit. I went from feeling amazing AMAZING from an oxy 80 to just feeling pretty good and having to snort that whole bitch at once. Then it went to buying dope and snorting that a few times. Now its break time for a bit. Cant wait to blow my first jawn after my break though, shit will be nice.

 

i love opiates, more than any other drug out there
sure i love shrooms and pot too, but nothing compares to the absolute bliss of opiates. tho im not addicted, i have the potential, which is why its a very good thing i cant get it to regularly.

 

They still make them, SWIM was getting the 800mcg ones for a while. We call them percapops.

 

Not really. Other than the financial strain of course. Actually that's a rather large downer now that I think about it.

But right now isn't the time to ask me. I'm buzzing off 60mg of adderall and 15mg of methadone. Oooo, I feel so nice.

 

I regret that as a habitual opiate user, my friends can no longer trust me, and if anything goes missing (from a jug of milk to a bottle of hydros) I get accused.

I regret some of the things my opiate habit has made me do, such as neglect paying my bills, break laws, and ignore my personal relationships (friends, family, etc).

And yet, I love how the world seems full of a beautiful warm light that permeates every aspect of being when I swallow a couple little pills stamped with OC

I love how opiates make me smile from the inside, and how using them with a close friend produces probably the most amazing bond two unrelated, non-romantically involved people can share..

I regret my lack of control with opiates, and I regret that they are not legal/available
And yet, I love the way opiates make me think, and their effect on my creative work.

So as with many of you, the love/hate relationship is the only real way to answer the original question on this thread..

-V

 

last nite i smoked H for the first time. my first real opiate high....or low? my only previous experience was some questionable morphine pills which had mild effects at best. anyways, after having a hard time finding H here in portland, i got some while working up in seattle. 30 bucks for some tar about the size of a marble. took me about an hour and half to smoke it all and i hardly felt anything at all. kinda disappointed. then it hit me all at once. had to sit down. all the usual symptoms. the feeling of lightness. tingling from head to toe. weak breathing and heart beat. tiny pupils. very lazy. lacking the real euphoria though. i dont think i hit the tar good enough. probably for the better though being my first time. just the right dose. no bad trips. i was out of it for about 3 hours. no regrets but not totally blown away. next time will be better hopefully.

 

Be careful gimme. Some $30 bags would be too much to smoke in one sitting.

 

i regret the fact its made times of it more depressing and less special

 

WOW V thats deep bro. I feel you on the friends not trusting you, something like that happened to me once. I was a xanax binge for like a month, and people who I would chill with started missing shit. My friend was missing some video games, which i found under my bed. I was too fucked up to remember stealing it though.

But alot of what I got accused of I didnt do. My friend who would throw parties said I took his ipod one night, but i wasnt even at his house that night, I was at my aunt's house passed out from too many bars. Also, I never found the ipod in my room so I know I didnt take it.

 

im not addicted to opiates [yet, i dont think. though this past week i havent gone a day without taking atleast 15mg, and i really dont want to go a day without it]
but i can say i love the high i get from it, and the overwhelming sense of calm and the believe that for those few hours everything is okay in my little world; and right now, that is all that matters