that i met the first person i ever loved. kinda depressing....hes a stranger to me now. oh well. i still miss him. i wonder if he will remember that this is the day we met. it doesnt seem like a year has gone by already. ah im kinda sad now... maybe i should call him....???
So true. I had so many "loves" in highschool. I had so many of them, in fact, that I lost the one I really do love (from highschool)
there better be. but for now i am convinced that i am going to die alone if i dont get the fuck out of this town that is filled with these cock sucking peices of shit who I wouldnt even let take out my trash. seriously, i need to meet some better people.
ditto. and things were different for awhile after i met him a year ago. but now sadly, things are the same as they were.
......didnt get a call from him. oh well. he probably doesnt even remember... ahhh its so weird! a year! almost a year and a day! i have to pee.
well, i was with a girl for 6 (omg) years, and i thought it'd be for ever, but things go to their end and there's nothing you can do, and i got real depressed. It was almost 10 months ago, and now I'm much better than i thought i could be. But yes, you're right, the solution is knowing new people. But i'm sure you can know them in your own city, you only have to look for them.
trust me, i know just about everyone in my town. seriously, its tiny. and ya know what? never met a decent person. i met this guy at a concert in santa cruz. and its not like i thought we would be together forever...when i was with him i was so happy i didnt even think about it. oh well. it shouldnt even matter to me anymore. i need to get over it. i have moved on and everything...its just that for some reason today since its been a year and all i started to think about him. aw fuck.
Of course, you can't avoid thinking of that person always it's a special date or something like that, but i don't know, but always i make balance, I'm now better than before, but for sure, there people who mark (or scar) you so deeply that i think you will always remember of that person and think about him/her and you can't do anything about that. Fuck, yes, fucking life...
everything happens for a reason,are the two of you not together for a good reason?if so,leave it where its at.if not,maybe you should call,people change in a short amount of time and just maybe he is thinking of you too