The desire to explore the outer reaches of my psyche has returned in full force. In my mind I am floating lazily down the country road, supported by winged beings of exquisite beauty. They are carrying me to a beautiful place, but I can only see it if I go there. It is not visible in the distance, only when I pass the membrane of illusion. This I must do. I hear the singing and my heart breaks. Let me touch you again...