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hello iv been gone only to return for this thread. its concerns me that maybe some lsd has created a mindfuck in which has hindered my ability to fuck my girl. wondering if anyway here has felt so spaced and not here that your mind isnt here nor there. so that or has farked with sex drive. this girl has pulled me from the trips from the drugs which is good. and is keen enough to wait out my mindfuck. we has allways try when we are drinking and strange enough a night of drinking lays itself out in my mind in a way in which a trip would. an very odd chain of events with peices that just are skewed. its deffinatly an idea not to do much acid alot, when you been going to collage all term and think what the fuck, and you didnt even realise and i passed. im not compain tho. im happy and this girl is amazing. but hoping this shit would go away. and the scary thing is which i got some viagra and it didnt fucking work.
so fuck there goes any inkling i ever had at doing a thumpriint dose or anything similar or doing drugs or acid for long time. dont think you'll see me for a long time.

 

gone from the forum or from this part of it?

 

Have you given any thought into the idea that you may in fact be gay?

 

I think you need to take a break from tripping.

 

all i can say is that from experience, sex on acid is the best trip and human interaction ever.

 

looks like your changing your life for this girl. I've seen your posts just months ago and you were quite enthusiastic about tripping. Now you say:

Do you think that a couple months ago you would thought this was a good thing?

Your a young guy and it seems like you just overwhelmed yourself a little bit with all your trips in a short period of time. but I don't know that's just an idea. But it's your life man so do what feels right to you, and if it means no tripping then that's just fine. You got to do what you feel is best. Just don't ever deny or forget the things that psychedelics have taught you. Who knows oneday you may actually want to trip again. But again that's your desicion.

best wishes

 

acid and sex? thats certainly not the best. hallucinogens are for exploring inner space and both the cosmos as it is represented through the pattern of reality. If you want a drug to fuck something with then your best bet is good ol MDMA. Two hits of molly, good golly miss molly. Yeah, and i see you here all the time talking about your trips. I think your tripping too much, I remember I tripped LSD 3 days in a row and I knew I was abusing my right to experience such a high position of reality.

You grow on your experiences in reality, when you trip you reflect on those experiences. If all you do is trip trip trip trip trip, eventually, you will have tripped so much your tripping becomes your life and living life becomes a trip. And my friend, you can't build a spaceship, do math equations, build a house, if your constantly tripping. You need to balance it out, live your life for a month, then trip. I hope this helps you.

And popper, I hope I never meet you

 

Not only does that sentence just barely make any sense, it's also a bunch of Natziesque bullshit.

 

DyUUUUUUddddddddEEEEEE!!!!!

 

what ever is wrong with you you did to your self.

it is very unlikely that lsd is the cause for your impotence. it is all in your head and you would be best to research the common causes of impotence. the lsd may have exaggerated or brought out something but it is not the lsd it is something that was already wrong with you.

excessive cocaine, mdma and meth can cause impotence but that usually goes away after a day or two after use.

hang in ther man, i am sure you will get through this.

for the last time lay off the drugs for awhile.

 

yeah peter you seem to have your head in the clouds a lot.

sometimes it's good just to come back down to earth for a little while.

 

...maybe its her?

ive never had a problem getting it up, but i definately have been with girls where it was like ehhh not really as up as i could be. maybe its your girl? she might not do it for you...go fuck some other girl and see how it ends up. like relayer said..maybe your gay, so you better try fucking a dude too.

 

You just tripped all over that man, Gucci.

 

hahahahaa :H

 

I think you say it right there, the problem is - alcohol.

 

man. you dont know how mush your threads mean to me ay. i am not in the slightest gay. and this girl is fucking gorgous she is a latino girl. iv never really liked a girl and cared as much about a girl as i care about her. thus drugs mean nothing to me now. i havent taken a drug in ages now. iv had to tell her how much i apreciate her sticking with me in this time of mindfuck and not being able to get it up. i even lied to her today, that i was on anti-depressents, and that it fucks up erections, just to try n buy me some time.

i turn to these forums because you guys have been like a part of me throughout the last part of my life, and you guys minds are prob similar to were mine is.

its really doin my head in ay. like i had been fine with my sex drive untill i think it must of been this weed that was laced with pcp. and now i feel like nothing. that was a bout a month ago. i dont know ay. its all fun and games when your trippin all the time, but when you stop and you just want to settle down and your brain just doesnt come down, you know. deffinalty think twice about exess acid usage or any exess drug usage. its amazing at the time yep. still amazing now. but meh. i think now it has appeared to me that their are more important things to life. and i thank this girl for comin along and hopefully contunually sticking with me until im ok.
she likes me alot to which is good. were officially gf/bf now. other girls were ok, they come and go, but this is special. whether im just trippin i dont know.

my words of adivice is. when your ready to come down, and you cant. it sucks. and you will be ready at a time. but if youve done to much, and it just lasts and lasts, really please think twice. there will allways be a time when your older or married and you just want the flashbacks, or the perceptual alterations, or the weirdness to just stop, youve done it to yourself, and you have to live with it for ever.

 

can you really trip forever? i mean, can you trip for your whole life? im not sure. i think there has to be a time, where you move on. or your gonna be stuck in the same place forever. sure tripping is amazing! but where does it end. there was a time, where i thought that it was just so amazing that my whole life would be dedicated to it. and how would my life turn out if that happened? you see. there allways has to be an end to certain things. there has to be an end to good things. and i dont know about keeping it goin in the "background". i dont know. i havent been there so i dont know.

 

What I think is that you finally found the real love, that you found your angel. And you don't fuck angels, you love them. I think you have to switch from fucking to making love. Don't think about your pleasure, think how can you GIVE pleasure, and when you see how much she is enjoying, that only will be huge pleasure. I am not even mentioning, that when you give your whole self, she will also do the same. Maybe she was lead by example (you) not to give her whole self (just the body) to you and you senced that subcosciously and you couldn't get hard. Don't think about what she is doing, concentrate on how can you GIVE more, and do it from pure love from the bottom of your heart! Don't be shy to love!!!

 

^^^ Nice. You are loving for the first time. Don't be too much in your head turn back to feelings. A month after what you did is not enough. Just leave all the drugs, be with life as it is and it will be ok soon. If she loves you as you she will stay with you. Sex is amazing but to love somebody is not just to have sex with him/her.

And who said sex is good on acid? Please can you explain it to me a bit better I'm so not understanding that. I don't understand where you find that beautiful touch of the other body and where you find your body in all that. Sex is mental, physical and emotional at the same time and it can't be the best if one is missing.

 

Ever hear of Tantra?