i need a new crowd. ya know? i love my friends but i'm thinking about leaving everything behind and going to either tennessee or liverpool. either way i have either friends or family there... things need to be new for me.
I feel ya! I don't talk to anyone really anymore except like 2 of my friends, and the people I used to hang out with all the time I never talk to. I'm moving in a month so I've given up on people. If people want to be my friends, then go ahead and talk to me I'll be nothing but pleseant and friendly but I'm no longer going to try and make new friends
o no... i'm not going to find some one new to trust, i just want to get the hell away from here for a while
Perhaps you'll learn how to play a bodhran and join in an irish band. Play pubs 'till the day you die!
thats how im feeling. i dont really like to reach out and try to make friends, if people think im interesting says whats up and we will talk but im not going out for anyone. also yeah im kinda getting tired of the people i hang with i just dont feel i relate and dont see why i even hung with em in the first place. they're fucking dumb.
I completely understand. If anything, just save a up a little bit of money and go stay somewhere for like a month. That's what I'm doing. I just got to PA from KY like 2 days ago.
yeah, things seemed to be getting better for a while but now i really have a lot to deal with. it's like as soon as i get one foot out the door, something is there to knock me back a few steps. I want to live in a commune but i dont know where there are any near. maybe find some place to chill in venice, i have a few friends there, or even SF. even if it is for a month. any body know of any communes in CA?
yeah thats how im feeling to. i feel like right now i only have about 4 true friends in my life. i have "Friends" but not friends. my "friends" keep on ditching me and stuff. and im basically lost besides when im with my guitar. and i felt a new philosiphy in life might help. if any one has heard the Jimi Hendrix song If 6 Was 9. it basically is what that song is all about and stuff. dont care what other people think and do your own thing. right? am i on the right track?
Aaah... I constantly feel like that, it's like I'm in a constant longing. I feel like it's impossible to reach out for someone with true understanding.
exactly. a longing for something i have never seen, felt or heard before, as cliche as that sounds. i dont know what it feels like to be in that element but i want it. i need a good man too. no boys... men. lol. i think it's about time that i were loved, i have spent about 1 year with no lover, my choice, but now i think i'm ready for love. i love LOVE!
I know exactly how you feel. I'm gonna stay at a one-year acting school in January and when I'm done, I'm moving to the US. I'm tired of these settings, this whole country (Denmark). I just wanna go out and see what happens.
