i saw a man hang himself... im not sure how i got there or why i was this man, i dont think i know him but i cant really remember the dudes face anymore. i was seeing the dream in 1st person view to 2nd looking at the scene... so this guy jumped off a chair and was slowly suffocating, i was squirming trying to get air but of course it was useless. i start passing out, black tunnel vision starts hitting me until it completely took over. its dark, moments pass then it started to fade... vision was slowly coming back, i see my right hand is extended out infront of me, palm facing me im moving my hand looking at it and trying to grasp on what the hell was going on. then i notice my hand is tiny! like a kids hand, i'd say he was about 4/5, standing in a living room near the kitchen. the back of a lightblue couch to my right, brown/tan carpet on the ground... and the kitchen to my left... ive never seen this place before. i kept thinking over and over what am i doing here? where am i? what the hell is this!? until something in my mind slowly settled in... it was my house from back when i was a kid! well not my house, this guys house... i started looking around and exploring things until, well the dream went completely loopy after that... it was a crazy dream, glad i remembered it, wrote it down right away when i woke up.
after that it got all crazy, i saw a puppy then other puppies, then i was a puppy... seriously it got weird, its all fuzz and hazy to me now though. ive had other dreams where i was with animals and one myself. like bears, deers etc. really weird.
it could be that this is real, in the sense of what death actually is. it could also be, simply that this is one way the subconscous has of facing our mortality. the subconscious is not infallable, but neither is it infallably wrong. it IS quite perfectly possible that we have lived many lives, and will live others yet after this one. there's nothing crazy about it. just beyond what most people tell each other to expect. not saying that it has to be accurate in detail either. but i see nothing wrong, nor at all unreasonable about it as a way of expressing to ourselves what MIGHT be a real possibility. there are of course other possible explanations. we may at times, in our dreaming, witness the experiencing of others, even of other species, and even on other worlds. i had 'dreams', even before being physically born, of living as an adult on a world that had things this world i was born into did not yet have at the time i was born. most of them it still doesn't. these computers personal computers and this internet is one that did not exist yet at that time but does now. others included gravity modulation and faster then light intergalactic travell =^^= .../\...
"we may at times, in our dreaming, witness the experiencing of others.. " Yes i wanted to say this too. In dreams, a few times in my life I have experienced the experiences of another, either 'as them' or with them in the same experience. There seems to be something of these scenes needing a witness and a presence of compassion. This has also happened once in a waking trance or daydream state where my focus on an individuals pain took me into a memory of theirs. One dream for instance. I dreamed i was with a young homeless couple, all of us heroin addicts and living rough in a squat near the river in the westminster area of london. The next night on the internet i was talking with a girl who i'd spoken to a couple of times before briefly and this time basically told me she and her boyfriend were heroin addicts and were squatting in westminster. She was angry and ..angry. I just talked to her.
