so.... i'm back

we've never really talked before, but i always enjoy your posts, you seem like such an awesome person and a good mom, and i hope you can get through this and know how awesome you are and be HAPPY for your babies! take care!

 

i love everyone here so much! i was just tired of my own pain.

yahoo is being a brat. i can't get on it.. keeps saying i'm signed on somewhere else. i'll sign on msn and aim though.



seriously.. (remind me if need be!) i plan to live to be 120.

 

I am late in reply... But Boog, oh, how I've longed for you...

 

:hug:
i thought about everyone when i was gone. it almost made me cry. i'm gonna be okay. i'm just going to stop stressing out over everything. it does nothing but make me nuts. doesn't matter what happens as long as i'm alive.

 

the_severed_garden@hotmail.com
add me
:hug:

boog if you try anything again i will fly out to you and personally kick your fucking ass!

 

want my address? i sorta need an ass kicking.

 

pm me your address, if i don't make it out there i'll at least send a construction paper card, with glitter and stickers

 

I'm glad you're ok boog...just remember that you can only go up from rock bottom. (I have had to drink the charcoal too)

:hug:

You didn't want any nasty old firearms anyway...they are not vegan

 

i had to laugh at the gun thing. i'm more of a throw rocks and run sorta person.

 

OK Boogabaah.
Where do I start? I guess I could say that I never really thought you were actually feeling that down. I'm shocked and saddened that you actually felt so low to try someting as pointless as suicide.
It seems that there are a lot of us here on this forum. I remember a while back in Indian's confessions thread when it came up for discussion, it seemed everybody had tryed it at one time or other. So, when you are down, try to remember that there are many really good people on here who could listen to you and maybe even shed some light on things by sharing their own personal experiences.
I'm very glad you were unsuccessful in your attempt as I would have missed sharing my birthday with you online. Hope things brighten up for you soon.

And yeah, charcoal does taste really terrible.

 

i agree with you. i felt i was stuck in this crappy cycle but i'm done with it.


yeah, what'cha got planned for september 18th?

 

Jesus, I rarely plan that far ahead. I'm hoping for something along the lines of an open-air sexathon with a beautiful stranger within earshot of a raging waterfall.

But I may end up settling for a bottle of whiskey and a not too bad hangover.

You?

 

that sounds nice.

i really wanna go to earthdance, or some other festie. i love being around a lot of kind souls on or near that day.

 

After thinking about it, those are my plans too.

 

we may be friends online but in real life we're nothing more than strangers.....

 

A stranger who wants to make violent love...

 

Earthdance is amazing!! goooooo!

 

i missed earthdance last summer.. *pout* maybe this year.. MAYBE!

 

:grouphug:

love you, lady...

you've got some great friends on here....and you are an amazing person....don't ever lose sight of that...

 

:hug:


your quote... hehehe.. my real names madeline.