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Psycho test:

what is your favourite animal? WHY?
what is your second favourite animal? WHY?

 

Once upon a time, in the land of Manganese -- it was a very purple land as lands go, and not much more of a nine-iron than a ten-foot horseshoe. On the other hand, the peddler had become very much stuck in the air and had naught but a kind of rotating snake with which to free himself. The snake was okay as a foot, but it was severaly lacking as

an elbow. Mostly it was told that ere the snake reached the tip of the sixth cloud that the savior would return. It was partially accepted, at least in part, that part of the story mentioned egg
whites, but it is said that that was disputed by some, though the claim is disputed. I shouldn't like to think that the real reason the countess was

 

You decide
Who is what, and when is where
and why
Every rebel has a cause
not only the right one but
who's to say anyway
The softly trodden path upon the fallen
figments of excruciating imagination
images of deaths repose abound
currency of a soverign nation
courtesy of the blood spilled from each new generation
steal your breath with every marching step of
GODS congregation
Dispose of life like love was loveless
freedom caged
shit upon the ashes of our graves

Take a tender look at all your heros slaved
the children saved
and precious blood repaid.

 

Baby, I will set you free.
Take you away from your misery.
Away from Babylon, or Rainbow feasts.
Bring you under my bedroom sheets.

I'll dance under the stars with you,
Till every night is Deja Vu.
Hunny, I won't leave you stranded; Alone.
My body, My heart- is your home.

The Moon's my guide, Your guide is me.
These baby blues, are for you to see.
No other for me, No other can do.
Believe me baby, 'cause I love you.

 

What The Fuck????:|:|:|

 

Waheguru

 

Always ask why? when "they" tell you something is true. It ususally ends up being some fucked up mass mind control tactic

 

is it a good to listen to happy music when ur happy

is it good to listen to sad music when your sad

is it good to listen to happy music when ur sad

is it good to listen to sad music when your happy

 

it's a bit odd that i'm feeling the way i do of graduation. for 13 fucking years i waited to get out. i've always hated school, and i always will.
but now it's dumb because i get a little depressed thinking about getting out and going into the "grown up world". even though i know i'm still young, i don't feel like it. i miss the crazy school nights i'd sneak around with my best friends! lol.

hmm. and here's a random thought of mine: music really is shockingly beautiful! queen, tom petty, and the faces rock!!! =]

 

yippyskippy

 

Fuck i feel so much undescribable anxiety and longing its fucking killing me, it's like a fucking badtrip. I feel so fucking weird. And why the fuck can't I make a fucking sentence without saying fuck... GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!

Wow, so much for being a free person. I'm in jail in my head. Won't somebody set me free? What am I waiting for? I could set myself free, but it would demand much more effort than if somebody took me by the hand and helped me. And it appears less appealing at first sight. Something's deeply wrong within me.

 

everytime i talk to him i'm reminded of how he had hurt me and that makes me realize that i was actually in love with him. that makes my heart ache even more. it's been since January, i'm supposed to be over him and i'm not. i thought i was, but i'm not. not when we talk.

i loved him. he was the first person that i have ever loved other than family and my best friend, emily. he was definitely different. BUT i bored him, apparently, and he left. i'm sure he didn't mean to hurt me the way he did, but it happened and nothing he says can make it right. as much as i want to crawl back to him, i can't. i'm not going to let myself do that. i miss him, but i don't want to risk getting hurt again.
god, i miss him so much.
:sniff1:

 

I feel like a complete idiot sometimes, and recently, more so. I feel like everything I do at school is done with no good reason because I can't seem to understand anything in my math class, and I keep getting barely passing grades -- if I pass at all. Then when it's not school, I don't feel like I have any real friends. It's like they're never around. Of course mostly I babysit my two little brothers, and my patience is running completely low. I am getting so agrivated easily, and it makes me cry. Constantly. Someone apparantly loves me, but he has a hard time of showing it, I guess. I miss last year when we spent days on end together, and we shared friends. I keep thinking about the night of his senior prom, which was arguably the best night of my life. I feel so trapped in my house and I walk as slowly as I can home from my bus stop. I know it's not what my mom wants, but she has to work, because we need money so we can live SOMEWHErE. I just feel so stressed out with no where to go, and nothing to do. I feel so weird and almost depressed, and I don't think I should feel that way, quite frankly.. I just try to stay smiling and optimistic. Think of the people who I help and talk to that have it worse. But sometimes, chin up just doesn't work.

Bleh.

 

I wonder if anybody reads all of these :leaving:

 

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE

 

belly button

 

is that a challenge???? hahaha. jkjk. =]

 

Is it possible for someone to be anybody? Or anybody to be somebody. Everybody has to be nobody.

 

I wish I could tell you that I love you. But you're too far away to hear me.

 

Is it possible that our dreams are acually reality, and our reality, dreams...