my brain keeps wanting lsd

See for a while there my brain always wanted marijuana.... now it quite honestly doesn't. Its just sort of like I smoked myself to being unaddicted to marijuana.

Now I'm suspecting something is similiar with LSD? Or is LSD something that just never gets old, ever? Seriously LSD is the most addicting drug, not because it's addicting, but because it's just so damn good and theres no reason not to take it. Is it bad to take LSD every weekend? Just like 1 tab, a light trip. Is it wrong that just nothing seems interesting to me without LSD? Or I guess it's not that things are now uninteresting sober, they are the same, just LSD makes it so much more amazing its like, I always wanna do everything on LSD.

Also does anyone ever get the feeling that like you simultaneously exist in multiple dimensions and ever worry about popping over to another one.

And also, lets be real here for a second. Everyone says 'oh you can do the spiritual thing sober'. But have you ever honestly met a highly spiritually accomplished person who has?

also any of you ever get the feeling that your life before this one wasnt on earth

 

Probably. Probably. Probably. Probably.

 

So what your saying is, it's likely.

 

I asked this GREY thats sitting on my couch to run you over some SID, Grey says you dont believe in them strongly enough.... Keep trying though...

 

are you freal man

I'll be honest, i'm secretly terrified of the day I run into a hyperdimensional entity

and last trip I honestly get the really strong feeling that such a thing was near by, and I was meditating to keep everything clear and whatever the feeling of presence was away from me

 

People say if you feel addicted to lsd you are addicted to life.
There were times when we were almost not stopping, not caring about tolerance we would just pop double dose next day and who knows what else with it. The question pops in your "head am I just a junkie and not seeing that?".
Find the balance. You do spiritual thing all the time.
What scares you so much about Greys? Do you believe they are there to hurt you. Why they would do something like that? What makes them so scary? Why they are so different from us? Do you think you will be on Earth when you die from this life?

 

you have to love life more than anything for a Grey to come through, Not just the life as you know it, but life beyond life. Since there is no death in this world you cant believe in that either... your powers will grow with wisdom and knowledge of the universe but dont get greedy as quick as you recieve such power its as easiely taken away..
many have tried to fool the Grey to believe that so called visual into the universal eye is just and right, thats why Greys dont intervien with human activitities unless absolutely necessary.

You have to physical die to become a GREY, A spirtual entity that never dies.
Like a Angel. Continue to do what right and good for mankind, and never quit communicating about the Light.

The human race will soon come to Marvel when the Keepers of the Light return in 2012 but only a few will accually be chosen, Goverments and military have no say in this they are not in charge of this mission The Keepers are.

Gen 1: 4 And God saw the light, that it was good: and God divided the light from the darkness.

And theres nothig to be frightened of... it to is just a dream..

I have to quit hanging out with those Two Djinn......

 

woah, both you have met greys? Do they speak english? Why is it that aliens come to people on lsd...

the reason i fear meeting a grey is because I don't think my mind can quite handle the concept that you can very literally just hyperdimensionally teleport. I feel like I'd probably go crazy trying to figure out how to do this once I had undoubted proof its possible...

 

Man why are you doing this to yourself?
They don't speak English, they comunicate telepaticaly and it can be translated to any language (although very difficult to find the words), but you just know what they are saying to you. But thats not that important as you think, what is important is that you will know that much as much you are ready to know. So why would you like to break your mind by trying to figure out this or that. That attitude just takes you further from the answers. Just relax and accept everything comming your way, thats how you can jump to different dimension, but if you are thinking to much, you are using wrong vesel. You see, trips like that are not obtained by mind, they are obtained by soul. You need to kill the logic and let the soul give you the ride through dimensions or realities. Mind and soul are working together, they must be in balance, otherwise you get stuck only in one reality, eighter physical or some other. In order to travel by your soul, mind must not ask "logical" questions, it just have to give up, otherwise soul is not showing its beautifull sadle that you can mount.
Hope I didn't confuse you even more!

 

Ry, you can either embrace your life or run from it, it's so simple. If death is a letting go process, if acid trips are a letting go process, then life obviously must be a letting go process as well. You really think God gives a shit if you take acid every weekend? Do you really think anything, at all, ever, matters in any way? It's up to you, if you know God and are at peace with your existance, you can do no wrong. In the end it wont matter, it doesnt matter now, it's your life and your awareness of it. Chakras, yogas, prayers, eucharist, confession, whatever it's all a bunch of repetitive useless activities we do to find that peace. You dont need anything to find that peace, you already have it because in your true nature that's what you are and always have been.
And for the record I have met a few spiritual people with that look in the eye of authority who have never touched psychedelic drugs, and the most soothing to the soul of all of them was an alcoholic and chain smoker. God comes in not just many forms Ry, but all forms.
Namaste

 

Ohm.......

 

VERY well put. Namaste!

 

Oh no it all makes sense. The only thing I find odd is that we are having a non-chalante conversation about meeting aliens.

 

I would imagine so. But I always feel like I gotta hold onto like some job or certain identity to fit in and function with society.

 

In other words, relax and focus?



There's time for logic and time for none (besides one being with themselves), and the spiritual times are those kind of times. I don't believe you should live in your life in any sort of fear, Rygoody. Don't believe you need to be certain ways to fit in when in social situations's, just be yourself and try and be socially acceptable in what you say in general small talk (social situations).

There's no need to give up work ethic or being generally functional for spiritual practices.

That's all I'd recommend for now.

 

Acid makes the brain think too much...

 

I do and i have. not a very fun experience. haven't tripped since.

 

did you also get the distinct feeling that like, theres this hyperdimensional room that you enter into and this is like basically where you sat your entire life, and each of your different selves are in this room and each wall is essentially just like, a different reality. Although the walls themselves are composed out of the energy that constructs your perception of reality, so in a sense they literally are the different realities. But it's just shocking that you can remember to just... look left away from that wall and there is a new dimension...

Although I imagine your subjective interpretation of this whole multidimensional self is probably radically different than mine, but atleast thats how my mind turned it into words and images. And this notion actually freaked me out incredibly as well and kept me from doing the LSD again for months. But I came to complete terms with it once I realized that, all your doing is looking at the inside of your brain.

You know our cognitive thought process that we call the "I" could quite literally be subjectively presented to us as the intermixing and intermingling of multiple 'entities' that exist in our unconcious mind, that are seemingly engrossed in their own realities. It almost seems obvious to me now that this is what we are, but since we were always shown by the medical community an image of our brain and told "this is what your brain looks like" we just got our minds so abstracted from the real nature of the issue. On the outside our brain looks like a lump of folding flesh. But looking at the brain from the inside, looking at the actual conglomoration and composition of combined synaptic firings and light pathways through the brain via the third eye, it looks like a hyperdimensional cathedral almost with multiple entities in it.

I'm pretty sure this is also the same exact thing that Terence Mckenna stumbled upon. Cause in short as he said once "Columbus said he found land, could it be that I could say elves are living in our heads?", or something to that effect. The entities of his brain seemed to be playful little elves, mine seem to neon glowing yogis and some native american chief.

Which all that made me realize, there was a time in human history, from the moment the first human pried open the physical skull of the human, pulled out the brain and started to parade it around, nearly like its a new found symbolic cross as in "I hold here this object and this gives me greater power of understanding the nature of reality and therefore I can judge and dictate" just as western psychology still does. But after enough years of this people gradually forgot that the inside of their brain is quite literally composed of highly personified, seemingly seperate from the self, and completely, subjectively tangible, rooms and hyperspatial "areas" filled with entities. You know you take your visual sight of a room right now, and try to think, all of the room exists in your brain right now. I mean obviously it has to otherwise you wouldnt be percieving it. By the metaphorical context presented in thinking "my brain is this object" (picture of the brain) you then get a visual sight of your brain, all these synapses and shit going on inside, through some seemingly and entirely incomprehensible chain of events and reactions and then just by some abstract intangible something, this turns into 'reality' and your contact with physical existence. But it seems to me, this is complete rubbish and abstraction caused by people forgetting, using your brain is not looking at it's outside flesh, but rather, plugging it onto a human body and operating it from the inside. And from the inside subjective perception, I would say, we all have a hyperdimensional room, this room contains all energy and all elements that one can experience by looking at a room in physical reality. Or you could say, you look at the physical flesh of the brain and you see firing synapses, but looking at the inside of the brain subjectively, you see a hyperdimensional room. And then the experience of tangible physical is the combination of physical needs of your body taking this hyperdimensional room, then contorting it and twisting it to resemble the current set of physical dynamics your body is deeming relevant to it's survival. But if you completely forget the need for your body, and I'd assume, sanity, then your brain disconnects its energy from physical entirely, this hyperdimesnional spatial 'energy' your brain is using to construct your percpetion of a physical room and a physical existence then disconnects from physical itself and returns, almost like hyperdimensional jello, snaps into place to resemble the base 'room' and conception of physical space held in your brain.

Now seemingly what this room is, it's the tribal grounds, the monastery, the holy area, or the collective combination of all these throughout your ancestral chain, that was most prominent and imprinted into your DNA. You know, the DNA does not present itself to you via synapse firings, it presents itself to you by tangible experience.

ANYWAYS. I know I typed alot of babble there, but Ive been trying to spill that out into words all week....

 

Wow, bravo, nice post. i enjoyed reading it, it made me think.

Did you have an LSD experience where you were sent to a different reality or this "hyperdimensional room"? because some of that post sort of descibes a tough trip i went through.

 

yes... thats what I was describing and how I wrapped my brain around it. Pretty much everytime now I get the very clear feeling of it, and glimpse of it. Like I said, the first time it hit me it was very diffucult for me and I was somewhat freaking out. And righfull so it seems, thats like the conciousness rejecting it's own subjective nature. I'm pretty comfortable with just thinking now 'woah thats what the inside of my brain looks like', and thats how it presents its true nature to me through pure subjective perception.