To an insane degree. I chase perfection, I believe I'm the centre of the universe, I manipulate others (family & friends included) for personal gain, I look down at everyone, I have a massive ego, my voice is the loudest, I love myself, I have ridiculously high standards. This depresses me. It's impossible for me to make decent friends anymore. All my best friends are ones I've hung around with since I was in school and even now I'm beginning to bore of them and turn against them. What can I do to change my ways?
At 20 If you weren’t a narcissist there would be something wrong with you I went through the same thing, you feel confident and bulletproof; your mind is like a sponge in what’s probably your second or third year of college, other men envy your athleticism, and girls are attracted to your personality, intellect, and good looks. Sorry but there’s no way to avoid it Over time those feeling will be tempered, but until you experience a reality check in the form of a set-back you'll continue to think as such. hotwater
Don't worry, it's totally natural. The reality of your super-human abilities will set in during your twenties, and the good news is that you will likely have a high self-esteem, and a good idea on how to portrey your more positive traits.
The thing is I don't have an awful lot to be full of myself for. I'm not holding off girls with a stick, I'm not the most popular person by any stretch, I'm not particularly good at anything, at all but still I feel thsis way.
Hmmmm.... well If that’s the case there are a number of conditions which characterize your behavior such as having a Christ Complex or experiencing Delusions of Grandeur Hotwater
A narrcissist is some one who loves them sleves, and i said im a narrissist and i hate myself for it, so it doesnt make sense