Okay, I'm at a conflict point with myself... My girlfriend and I have a strict no sex before marriage policy that we're both adhering to. There's the occasional fooling around (not much though. If you wanna know, define a slightly non-specific rating system like a one to five, and I'll pick the right one) I'm happy about that. However, masturbating does not cut it anymore. Period. It's BORING. Porno used to be awesome when I was younger. I quit doing it, did it for about a month just a little while back, got sick of looking at it because it's all so damned fake... Even the rare fooling around is barely keeping the needle on my horn-o-meter below 10.0 so what the hell do I do now? I don't care what it is, just suggest something. I'm losing my mind. (and no, no amount of being high as fuck has helped, no matter what I do.) Oy... This is getting really bad.
celibacy? The more you do it,masturbate,watch porn,dry hump, what eve- the more you stimulate yourself,the more your desire to be stimulated will be.Soo. stop I guess.or at least avoid it. ... Dude, honestly, if it were me and I knew my SO was committed to me-- I'd so talk her into breaking the sex before marriage policy...but,I'll admit never quite grasping that on my end.
Religion. That, and the fact that we're both broke and absolutely 100% cannot even contemplate remotely even touching the risk of pregnancy, not even in an alternate universe. Exercise might help... I get bored easily... There's never much to do around here... my house is boring... I had a good time with my GF today. We tore apart her car. It needed a thermostat and a new radiator hose, still needs a Valve Cover Gasket and a cooling system flush, among other things. The fun part was, she wants to learn how to do what I do, and I taught her a bit about fixing cars. There were a few things she couldn't do though... Tendonitis + small wrists + only weighing sub 150 lbs. = trouble with some things. She can't slap a breaker bar on a very torqued bolt and break it loose by jumping on the wrench... That's one thing I have to do every time I make a really major repair... But, I told her "Out of all the women I know who work on cars, none of them are physically as strong as I am. (I was showing her a way to ease working with a really stubborn rusted up hose clamp... Ratchet instead of screwdriver) But, they all find work arounds and ghetto riggings that 90% of men wouldn't ever come close to thinking of. In time, you'll develop a knack for that." I know she will. I like fixing cars and computers... If I can just get a damn job (economy sucks worse in my town than in a lot of places) I could get some funding laid down and run an ad in the paper to work freelance as a mechanic/tech geek. That'd keep me busy, but in the mean time I'm running out of ideas.
lol a religion that allows porn but rejects sex? dude i agree with the celibacy if you cant get past the no sex till marriage thing if u wanna be with her tho be woith her ....if your noit ready then keep your mind off it
Doesn't necessarily allow porn, but nobody's perfect. I was a severe porn addict since long before I became a christian. I was spending about an hour daily watching pornos when I was ten. It got less and less as time went by, and now it's reeeeeeeeeeeeeally boring, so I don't watch it anymore. I guess my mind drifts to thoughts of sex/masturbation/etc. so much since there's nothing to do but housework... I get that done fast, and then there's nothing to do but read, watch tv, play video games, and do stuff on the computer. After a while, you kinda feel like you've seen the entire internet... I don't see a forum here... I don't see a webpage... My mind sees it as bits of code run through a parser/interpreter to output content to the screen via database and query, and intake data the same way. I see pictures on a computer as nothing but a map of pixels that makes an image... Yes, the pictures I take are important, but... I don't see them merely as pictures... I marvel at what's behind them. The job market here sucks... I'd be a lot less bored and have a lot less mind wandering if I had a job...
