I don't want to go insane...

I'm fucking losing it.

I'm extremely paranoid because I have to fly on a plane in about a month.
There is a voice in my head saying things I don't ever want to hear.
There is negativity in me and I need to get it out. I am usually a very positive person.
My guy doesn't act like I'm his girlfriend at all and its not doing me any good and I don't know what to do.
Fuck.

 

ok 1 thing at a time sweety the voices are telling you what exactly?

the negfativity in you maybe comming from outside you all these things are tied together
how does the bf not treat u like a bf sand if hes not all he should be why do u stay
the negative emotions you have concerning him, and yourself manifest as the fear and loathing that allows the voice to try to control you
this isnjt something we can get to the boittom of in 1 post..

 

I know the feeling.

 

If you are into drugs try cutting down on it...

Take time out and talk to someone whom you trust and is competent and experienced enough to advise you..

Maybe you are frustrated or feel stagnation in your life...

You should send these guys a postcard http://postsecret.blogspot.com/

 

Oh yay I love postsecret!
And all I do is smoke weed... usually it helps with anxiety but not lately..
I'm goood its all goood.. thanks guys <3