I don't like fear ridden anxiety. That horrible, helpless anxiety that renders you unable to focus on anything and makes your existence feel like a complete joke. Bottomless sadness is much more pleasant. You can settle into it. It is sad, but it is how it us.
you know when you're waiting for someone to pick you up before you go out to party? i hate that feeling, because you can't really get into anything else.
when you're out in the cold wind, and the inside of your ears start to hurt and you can't get them to feel better until you've been back inside for a few minutes...
my own anger, and how it distracts me from creative fantasies that i feel would be more useful and contribute more to everyone and everything and my own gratification also at the same time. it sort of builds on itself. i get angry about being made angry be the things that do. an anger i generally chanell into trying to express how people could avoid creating situations detrimental to each other, and each other's gratification, their own, and everyone else's sanity, well being, an peace of mind. =^^= .../\...