i dont know whats wrong with me

i kind of want to kill myself. and this morning i cried in front of a person, i havent done that since i was a little kid. the fact that i was crying in front of a person made me cry even more. and i still cant stop crying. i dont know whats wrong with me

 

period..?


well hope you feel better...

 

yes i think thats what it is but ive never felt like this before. and thank you

 

oh it happens... Trust me, whenever get close to my period at times I will just feel this overwhelming sense of pure sadness and I have no idea why, I never feel sad nor do I ever really have the urge to cry.. But when I get close my hormones are all over the place and I am just somewhat opposite of how I normally feel...

 

that is seriously how i feel right now. i cant remember ever being this way but i just couldnt stop crying, i was completely hysterical over nothing. and i know im PMSing hardcore. i just feel incredibly unstable

 

maybe a good cry is exactly what you need. hope it helps.

 

I hate that feeling, I know the whole being crabby thing and I can deal with that just fine. But when I start feeling so beyond sad that I just can't seem to get a grip on myself or my emotions is what I hate. It's like you just feel the cloudy pressure smashing you and I just feel so down and depressed and you have no idea why, it's truly truly awful. Usually when I seriously just go ahead and let it out cry my freaking eyes out, I will feel better. I mean I have to be alone and close the door and just cry, and while I am crying I am thinking "wtf am I crying for" and then that makes me cry more. But once you are done you feel a sort of relief and release...

 

ahh i know what you mean! i got home today and did just that.. i just cried and cried and felt so horrible for no particular reason...it was overwhelming. i wonder if its just us or if this happens to a lot of females?

 

are you on birth control?

 

probably just us

 

I hope you feel better soon...I sometimes get like that, but it passes. Have a bubble bath and relax...

 

thanks everyone..shroomie you made me feel so much better now i know im not the only freak

 

eh, you have no idea how many times i was pmsing and ended up breaking up with my bf, haha.

the WORST though, completely worst, was when i first started birth control.
i was beyond any logic and reason. it was horrible. thank god that part is over with. I cried, honestly over everything. for a good couple weeks.

 

Sweetie, you're not a freak. I wish they had birth control for men. That would rock.

 

i had to hide in an old ladys (complete stranger) bathroom once for almost an hour.



shroomie you should be able to work with this i have faith in you.

 

oh, honey you cried in front of someone? I am very sensitive and very emotional. Im the expert on crying in front of people hahaha. Dont even feel embarrased, youre a human being, and a WOMAN. These things happen.

 

I'm UNABLE to cry unless it's in front of a woman.

Who's a freak now, Ms. Oh!

Get better, hon'.

 

Yeah, Cate's right.
I tell myself I'm badass and I tell myself I wont cry. Cause I'm all tough. But I'm hypersensitive and a lot of things make me cry. Stupid things. I cry alone cause I'm badass in public. I smile to others when I'm down.

 

I hope you feel better ma. If this helps, if I get kicked in the nutts I'll cry in front of everyone! Hope that put a smile on your face

 

We're you crying or was it cause you were hoping she'd come in to use the toilet? Or were you crying while digging in her used tissues that were in the trash...? And do I dare ask...


Msoh, after a few days it will start to get better... But it is deadly, and can make you feel as though you are about a split second away from going mad at times...