i hate being home. i can't stand it,when i'm home i get really mad really easily and i'm just pissed off all the time. my parent's aren't horrible abusive parents or anything, they're pretty cool i guess, we just don't get along. my dad's a druggie so he's always on shit and my mom is over-paranoid and always yells at me in arabic. well anyway the reason i made this is i found out i can't go out on saturday, EVERYONE and i mean everyone is going to this show and gettin really fucked up/having the time of their lives ,but OF COURSE, my mom is making me stay home and babysit the neighbors kids apparantly a week ago she told the neighbours that i could babysit saturday night and didn't bother to tell me until now. FUCKKK everyone is going to be talking about it for like the next 2 weeks how awesome saturday was shit everyones talking about it now, and like how excited they are for saturday, and everyone's like "well im gunna get fucked up friday but i'm saving most of my money/whatever for SATURDAY" sorry, this is really stupid and there are bigger things to worry about but i'm just pissed off because it seems like every time there's a big party or a show or something fun I'M the one who has to stay home and kill myself
Yeah, in about ten years your friends will be homeless or working at mcdonalds trying to get some more money for drugs, and you'll be glad that you had to do something with your life when you were younger to learn about discipline and reality. Why is it okay for you and your friends to get fucked up on drugs, and not your dad? Or is your dad what you're trying to turn you and your friends into because it's more fun? Think about it.
I did nothing BUT babysit the whole time I lived at home (moved out when I was 18). Just put up with it while you're there, maybe find something constructive to do with your time like study! Then move out eventually
